Well I was treated like crap at the eye place. So I'm not getting new contacts or glasses. First they told us their wouldn't be a problem and that they could send me my contacts and glasses to me in California if they didn't come in time. But the guy who did the test first got pissed because I didn't wear my contacts to the place, and he said if you wanted contacts that's a 2 hour visit. That's ridiculous. He said he'd go ahead with the glasses test. I was like ok. Then he's doing these test and he's asking me about school. Then he asks when I have to go back and I said middle of next week and he's like i can't continue this visit. I don't have enough time to do this you should go to some place in California and have this done. Why didn't he say this before, and why did the person who set up the appointment tell us it would be ok. Plus while I was telling him when the last visit was and some other things he's like you waited to long to do this. I'm sorry that not everyone is rich enough to go the eye doctor every year, and on top of that when your eye doctor retires and sends your stuff else where and you have no clue where it is kind of hard to do. Add to being treated like I'm waste of time, I don't feel well. I hurt and ache. I take this medicine but it only helps temporarily, and not long enough. I know they found something on the sonnograms because one time I looked there were red dots which indicates something. I don't think I'm going to be going out to college now. Physically I'm in pain and emotionally I'm just out of it completely. I can't handle this pain, I can't handle knowing something is wrong, I can't handle feeling like no one believes me, I can't handle anything anymore. I don't know what to do. Someone told me if it's bad I can just go out to a doctor there and have whatever I need done. But hello California is more expensive then out here. Then they told me well if you aren't going to go at least file a medical release so that they hold your place at school. Meaning that taking a semester off for medical reasons and they won't make me have to re-apply when I return. I don't know what to do. I think I'm losing my mind, stability and my overall well being. I can't sleep, I barely eat because I don't feel like eating, I cry like pratically all the time, and people yell at me. This one person told me people probably think you are doing this stuff because you want attention. Well I don't I try to avoid attention as much as possible, and anytime I complain about pain it has to be serious. Most pain I just ignore and gut it out. But what's going on right now I can't. I've never in my life felt to bad, horrible, and confused. I just wish I knew what to do. :'(