Well I guess It's offical, but I'm not sure, that I'm not going back to school. My mom basically told me she doesn't see it happening. I really wish I was better. I really wanted to go back to school. However, it doesn't look like I'm going to get better. I've been thinking of what stuff I want people to have, because I really don't see myself ever getting better. So far I've decided I want Denise to have basically of my music related stuff. That means my bizillion CDs, posters, autographs, drumsticks, tshirts, and that sort of stuff. For the stuff she doesn't want she can give them to people who she thinks would enjoy them, but she can't sale them to profit off of them, unless the money goes to a charity. Then all my stuffed animals, my letter man's jacket, my class ring(including the box with the charm necklace), my two diaries, and my hanging moon Clarissa can have. Now as for everything else I don't know what to do with it. I figure all my hockey stuff can go to my sister. That leaves my basketball stuff, and my wrestling stuff, and a lot of magazines up for grabs. Then I guess everything else can be donated to good will, or to some charity that gives things to people who can't afford to have stuff. I know that sounds bad and I worded it bad, but that's all I could think of to explain what I mean.

I hope I do get better soon, so I can go out there and go to school, but it just really doesn't look like that's going to be possible. :'(