I'm confused, I feel soo much pain I don't know what to do. I hate being in pain especially physically. Emotionally at least you can do something to get your mind off of it. However, when you are in physical pain and it's to the point it makes you feel like doing nothing, there isn't much you can do about it. Then when you have both physical and emotional pain it just wears you down and you can't get feeling any better. I don't know anymore what to do. Everything seems to be going wrong. In about two weeks I have to leave for California for school, if I don't get better soon, I don't know what I'm going to do or what is going to happen. I go back to the doctors Monday. Hopefully I can't start getting better. But right now I'm worried and scared and no one seems to be helping me really. Maybe packing my big suitcase now will help me get my mind of the pain I'm in.

I waited to get back online for someone and they aren't on :'(

BTW I watched American Idol, and I don't know the names of these people but I think the two black chicks and the girl from Texas is going to make it. That's just me, they picked good songs. Singing a crappy song, even if you sing it good isn't going to help you win. Especially when the people who are voting on this thing probably never heard of any of those big band songs. To win teeny boppers votes pick things that are familar to everyone. That's all I have to say about that.