Ok I'm at college now, and I guess I'm getting better, but not much. This cloud of depression lingers over my head wherever I go. I guess I cover it up very well by acting bizarre. I have 18 credit hours and it's going to kill me. I barely have time to update this blog. I have to film stuff like every week. Plus I suck at spanish so it will take me forever to do that homework and studying for that. Plus I have to read a bizillion of books and get like magazines and all and save ads. I swear my head is going to explode, and my roommmate keeps distracting me. Plus she's going to have her bf like over like all the freaking time. I swear my room is being invaded and I'm going to get nothing done. Ugh. Oh well, hopefully today I can't get what I need accomplished. Hopefully finacial aid will have my shit straightened out.