I really don't feel well and everyone is telling me I'll be ok, but I don't feel ok and I don't think I ever will. Everyone doesn't care, my mom isn't going to get my prescriptions, and I'm in pain. I don't think I'm going to go back to college. I'm not going to feel better, and If I don't feel well I can't concentrate on school, especially with 18 credit hours. I don't know what to do anymore. Everyone thinks I'm a joke, they just talk with me to get amusement and make themselves feel better about their own life. I just don't know how things could have gotten this bad. I don't know anything anymore.