I'm going back home I've been totally disrespected and frankly I can't take anymore of being disrespected by people who claim to be my "friends". I guess apparently when I say things they mean shit, well if that's how everyone feels they can just kiss my ass cause I'm sick of this bullshit and I'm not fucking taking it anymore. Don't abuse my friendship for your own selfishness.

Ok I'm at college now, and I guess I'm getting better, but not much. This cloud of depression lingers over my head wherever I go. I guess I cover it up very well by acting bizarre. I have 18 credit hours and it's going to kill me. I barely have time to update this blog. I have to film stuff like every week. Plus I suck at spanish so it will take me forever to do that homework and studying for that. Plus I have to read a bizillion of books and get like magazines and all and save ads. I swear my head is going to explode, and my roommmate keeps distracting me. Plus she's going to have her bf like over like all the freaking time. I swear my room is being invaded and I'm going to get nothing done. Ugh. Oh well, hopefully today I can't get what I need accomplished. Hopefully finacial aid will have my shit straightened out.

"I needed to get a big car because I'm not that great of a driver."

If someone said that to you, wouldn't you be scared out of your skin to have that person on the road, let alone drive around in a tank? But that's precisely what has happened with the proliferation of SUV drivers who are of Asian descent (yes, that includes my family also, I currently practice my driving for my driver's liscense with my mom's SUV cause we don't have any Camrys or small sedans like that). The person who made that frightening proclamation was a relative of mine. Maybe you've seen her or someone like her on the road small, nervous woman who barely reaches the dashboard and has an incredible lack of any driving etiquette. I'm not disparaging all Asian drivers, but I do believe stereotypes exist because for the most part they're true.

Or are they?

Believe me, there are plenty of bad Asian drivers out there (me being one of them cause I just got my permit almost a month ago), and the worst part now is that they're one of the fastest growing population of SUV buyers. I mean, nothing is less sad than to witness my fellow Asian drivers getting themselves in driving problems. I once saw a young Asian woman having problems parallel parking her car on the end of the sidewalk, where there was plenty of room and only a car behind her to back up against. How did she pass her driving test?!

But there's one thing between a bad Asian driver behind a Toyota Corolla and another behind a Ford Excursion, and that is the victim count. You could mow down probably one or two people with the Corolla, but with the Excursion the victim count could be as high as ten. Is that what attracts Asians to these killing machines? I had my own father tell me he wanted an SUV or a big truck because if he were in an accident with a small car he would be alright since the big car could crush the smaller car. That word "crush" is quite devastating, and for my father, a typical small Asian man, to say that he'd feel better if he could come out alive from an accident because he crushed the other car... well... something is just really wrong with the world.

I once went to a car dealership with my dad to test drive Lexus SUV to see what the appeal was, and one of the selling points that my salesperson tried on me was that an SUV could drive over a small car. I thought car salespeople were low, but to sell me on the point that I could kill someone with my car was so low I'm sure he'll reach hell with no problem.

So why are Asians so attracted to SUVs? Is it because they're big? Is it because they're so useful because Asians are known to be such avid skiers and mountaineers? Is it because they're so environmentally friendly? No, the answer lies in a more sinister explanation, which can also explain the awful driving habits of Asians.

You see... Asians aren't bad drivers, they're actually just trying to mark their targets (i.e. people, pets, cars) with their cars, which explains the erratic driving. Since Asian people believe in efficiency and quantity, it also explains why they love their big, killing machines called SUVs, because it can mow down more people in less time.

I just want to know from you guys,the best comeback you've taken on someone.I fail miserably at comebacks and pranks.They always...suck before they even get the chance to suck.Which makes my 'victims' laugh at my lame attempts.They only suffer from laughing violently hard.

My College Is:

Chapman University Students at Chapman University goof off a lot. Students at Chapman University masturbate a lot. 40% of freshmen are slaves. Weed is the drug of choice. The average GPA is 2.75

Enroll

What prep label are you?




Take the Online BULLSHIT fucktard tests:
How good are you in bed test by dr jo0lie

FUCKING YES! you swear wayy too much to be a great example for them young'uns. hell, you scare the adults as well.

Do you Swear a Lot? Quiz by maikamariel

Sometimes sometimes you can't help swearing. but you are trying to quit...are you?!

Do you Swear a Lot? Quiz by maikamariel

What prep label are you?

Take the Online BULLSHIT fucktard tests:
How good are you in bed test by dr jo0lie

The BED is for sleeping in my room! lol

Breakup song of the moment:

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Michelle Branch - Goodbye to you

i was in hot topic on Sunday
and i was just standing there looking at the hard to find music cds/band shirts and i look over and this glittery girl with a pink tubetop was standing there with her obviously hardcore boyfriend <---lie. And she picked up an "arm warmer" (sock with holes for your fingers)
***side note***
why would anyone spend 14 bucks on something they could MAKE.
***end of side note***
and this little floozy goes "like...look at me *hee hee*. I look COOL in this. This looks GOOOOD"
so i innocently turned around and said "yeah...its not cool unless its abercombie eh?"
she left the store.
bwhahahahahahaaha....
am i going to hell when i die?

isn't hot topic's slogan on their bags, "everything for the music"? and then they don't even sell music at the one i went to in New Jersey when I was at vacation. that's so lame.

I'm going back to school but I'm still in pain. I want be posting for a while so Denise will be doing more posting then me maybe till Saturday.

© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen

© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen

Well I guess It's offical, but I'm not sure, that I'm not going back to school. My mom basically told me she doesn't see it happening. I really wish I was better. I really wanted to go back to school. However, it doesn't look like I'm going to get better. I've been thinking of what stuff I want people to have, because I really don't see myself ever getting better. So far I've decided I want Denise to have basically of my music related stuff. That means my bizillion CDs, posters, autographs, drumsticks, tshirts, and that sort of stuff. For the stuff she doesn't want she can give them to people who she thinks would enjoy them, but she can't sale them to profit off of them, unless the money goes to a charity. Then all my stuffed animals, my letter man's jacket, my class ring(including the box with the charm necklace), my two diaries, and my hanging moon Clarissa can have. Now as for everything else I don't know what to do with it. I figure all my hockey stuff can go to my sister. That leaves my basketball stuff, and my wrestling stuff, and a lot of magazines up for grabs. Then I guess everything else can be donated to good will, or to some charity that gives things to people who can't afford to have stuff. I know that sounds bad and I worded it bad, but that's all I could think of to explain what I mean.

I hope I do get better soon, so I can go out there and go to school, but it just really doesn't look like that's going to be possible. :'(

I am My Son!

Find your whimsy character at kelly.moranweb.com.

I am Sarah!

Find out which of Kelly's friends you are at kelly.moranweb.com.

I am the princess (...with a pea)!

Find your fairy tale character at kelly.moranweb.com.

I am truly passionate.

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

Since Clarissa doesn't seem to read email or she just doesn't respond, I figure I'd just put something up on here and maybe she'd see it. I really need to talk to you. I know you have a busy life and you are leaving soon, but I really need to talk to you. I care about you a lot, even though I disagree with a lot of things you believe or you do I really care about you.

My Romance Meter

Optimist 65% . . 35% Cynic Close 68% . . 32% Distant Long Term 82% . . 18% Brief

What does my romance meter read?

You Are a Cyberprude!

You stay away from anything crass or crude.

You could be called a "cyberprude."

Lighten up, and take off your shirt.

Flashing a chatroom wouldn't hurt.



Are *You* a Cyberslut?

I've had it with everyone, and everything. I give up. My tired of being treated like crap, being treated like I'm stupid, being treated like I'm not being honest, being treated like i'm just a waste of space whose family needs to be sucked of all the money we have left. I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE, I'VE HAD IT. If you don't hear from me you know.

Well I was treated like crap at the eye place. So I'm not getting new contacts or glasses. First they told us their wouldn't be a problem and that they could send me my contacts and glasses to me in California if they didn't come in time. But the guy who did the test first got pissed because I didn't wear my contacts to the place, and he said if you wanted contacts that's a 2 hour visit. That's ridiculous. He said he'd go ahead with the glasses test. I was like ok. Then he's doing these test and he's asking me about school. Then he asks when I have to go back and I said middle of next week and he's like i can't continue this visit. I don't have enough time to do this you should go to some place in California and have this done. Why didn't he say this before, and why did the person who set up the appointment tell us it would be ok. Plus while I was telling him when the last visit was and some other things he's like you waited to long to do this. I'm sorry that not everyone is rich enough to go the eye doctor every year, and on top of that when your eye doctor retires and sends your stuff else where and you have no clue where it is kind of hard to do. Add to being treated like I'm waste of time, I don't feel well. I hurt and ache. I take this medicine but it only helps temporarily, and not long enough. I know they found something on the sonnograms because one time I looked there were red dots which indicates something. I don't think I'm going to be going out to college now. Physically I'm in pain and emotionally I'm just out of it completely. I can't handle this pain, I can't handle knowing something is wrong, I can't handle feeling like no one believes me, I can't handle anything anymore. I don't know what to do. Someone told me if it's bad I can just go out to a doctor there and have whatever I need done. But hello California is more expensive then out here. Then they told me well if you aren't going to go at least file a medical release so that they hold your place at school. Meaning that taking a semester off for medical reasons and they won't make me have to re-apply when I return. I don't know what to do. I think I'm losing my mind, stability and my overall well being. I can't sleep, I barely eat because I don't feel like eating, I cry like pratically all the time, and people yell at me. This one person told me people probably think you are doing this stuff because you want attention. Well I don't I try to avoid attention as much as possible, and anytime I complain about pain it has to be serious. Most pain I just ignore and gut it out. But what's going on right now I can't. I've never in my life felt to bad, horrible, and confused. I just wish I knew what to do. :'(

I love enlightening pointless convos like this one that makes you think

Azn SKAter Gurl: why do they have prison sentences of more than a 100 years?
burningspark: if for some reason ppl can live that long?
Azn SKAter Gurl: that could be seeing that medical advances are helping more people live a longer life
burningspark: lol
Azn SKAter Gurl: or people getting like 2 life sentences
burningspark: i know it's weird
burningspark: well b/c they set a standard...do one crime you get one sentence...do another...you get sentenced for both
Azn SKAter Gurl: yea
Azn SKAter Gurl: umm the 2 life sentences could work if you believed in reincarnation
Azn SKAter Gurl: hehehehe
burningspark: oh yeah definitely
burningspark: haha
Azn SKAter Gurl: but then how do you know if the person like reincarnated to a piece of grass or not
burningspark: hahahaha
burningspark: yeah
burningspark: then that piece of grass will have to be placed in a cell
burningspark: haha
Azn SKAter Gurl: but then what if you accidently stepped on it and killed the poor piece of grass
burningspark: death sentence
burningspark: hm
burningspark: quite different
Azn SKAter Gurl: yea, but their sentence wasn't a death sentence, so that could cause some legal problems
Azn SKAter Gurl: lol i think we are both getting a tad bit into this topic
burningspark: oh definitely

"ASM MEDIA GROUP (ASM) a new Los Angeles entertainment firm is currently developing a musical rock group that will dynamically change the outlook of Rock. Our purpose is to audition, prepare, produce, support, and guide this group’s musical endeavor. This group will return style and grace to the rock industry and highlight the creative and charismatic talents and attitudes of today’s music artists."

You can read the rest of the letter below. If you can't figure it out from that paragraph, this company is basically trying to start a boy band, but one that plays instruments. Think of it as O Town playing instruments. This is just shameful. The rest of their "press release" or whatever is so pathetic, I encourage you to read it below to see how this company plans to make their band the "next big thing." Kids, don't buy into this crap. Start your own band. Go pick up a shitty guitar at a garage sale and buy an old drumset from your friend's older brother. Write your own songs. This is just pathetic.



The letter states:

This group will be comprised of six auditioned male members between the ages of 16-23 years. Members will be auditioned based upon their look, talent, past experience in music, attitude, and willingness to contribute to this group. The group will consist of one drummer, one bassist , two guitarists, one keyboardists and one vocalist. All members must have strong vocals and stage presence, proficient melody and lyrical ability, consistent driving players, have a vast knowledge in music theory, and overall be willing to contribute over 110% of their time and energy to this group.

As far as image and attitude, we are looking for good looking individuals with a young fresh cutting edge look. Attitudes must portray elements of caring, charisma, determination, and cooperation. ASM stands for the highest standards in moral and personal practices. We will not tolerate any drug and alcohol abuse, habitual sexual practices, or negative, unproductive, and dangerous behavior.

The sound of this group will bring together elements of modern and legendary rock. This group will infuse big vocals, with a diverse/fresh/clean/ cutting edge rock sound, similar to that of Aerosmith, Foo Fighters, Ben Fold’s Five, U2, American Hi-Fi, Goo Goo Dolls, Journey and Bon Jovi.

All members will be auditioned and secured by mid-June, and should be willing to relocate to Los Angeles (LA) for final auditions and extensive practicing, writing, and performing. Auditions will be conducted through the World Wide Web, via ASM’s website and through our affiliates. Additional interests will be secured by word-of-mouth by contacting current musical members of this industry.

In order to apply, one must submit: 1) a clear CD with a current performance containing original music, 2) a resume detailing past experience with the music industry and personal background information, 3) clean and clear color and black/white pictures showing facial and body features, and 4) a 3-minute VHS stating why this group would interest you and an example of your performance.

All financial considerations will be covered by ASM, and our current six month plan is set out as follows:

In July, all equipment will be purchased for the use of the members during the following months. Immediately following a retreat in the preceding weeks in June, the group will withdraw to a location in LA to write, practice and collaborate on the group’s music. During this one-month period, members will be required to actively contribute between 8-10 hours a day. During this time period various producers, A&R representatives, among many others will be invited to monitor and see the group first hand.

In August, the group will record their EP. Current studio considerations consist of The Blasting Room, The Hit Factory, Media Vortex, and Scream Studios. Current proposed producers are: David Leonard [tentitively confirmed] (Sugar Ray, Prince, Barenaked Ladies); Greg Collins (No Doubt, Red Hot Chili Peppers, System of a Down), and Nick Launay (Semisonic, Silverchair, Eric Clapton). The group’s first official photo shoot will also occur in order to prep and prepare for all PR and publicity material.

In September, the group will prepare and practice for their first US tour. This will also be time to prepare, practice and visit family and friends before the non-stop three month touring trek. This is a time when ASM will push this group’s very diverse marketing plan, and when our team of affiliates will begin working to promote and push this group. Our main focus is to secure interest through shopping the EP various record labels, booking agencies, promoters, and other industry affiliates.

During the months of October – December, the group will trek out for their first US/Canadian tour. The group will play venues ranging between 500-1000 capacities, with an average of 60+ shows.

Overall, it is ASM’s purpose to develop a rock group that exemplifies what music and rock and roll is. More information concerning the exact timelines and deadlines, marketing plans, and budgetary considerations will be available via ASM’s website.

http://www.asmediagroup.com/group.html

"We will not tolerate any drug and alcohol abuse, habitual sexual practices, or negative, unproductive, and dangerous behavior." If ASM is trying to exemptlify what rock & roll is then why are they not tolerating drug and alcohol abuse? Can you name me any rock and roll band that has made any impact whatsoever that hasn't had at least one member who is a junkie. Probably not. All the great rock & roll songs were written when someone was trippin' on something. Even today's boy bands are hittin' the bottle (at least, that's all they've been caught for).

And I love how they stated in the FAQ that the music market is 75% marketing and 25% talent. Most of the bands I like don't have all good looking guys.

No need to be pissed though people. Let the babies have their bottles. A lot of kids listen to this stuff (cough cough Clarissa) because they don't even know there's an alternative (some of the radio mainstream stuff are pretty good though). Go find a kid like that and tell him there's this really cool band that you think he'd dig, then take him to the Avenged Sevenfold show that's coming to your town, or Thrice, or some good local band that I don't know about. One of two things happens: the kid hates the show, in which case you're no worse of than when you started, or he loves it and starts listening to something different and cool. All of a sudden he realizes the load of bull that's been fed to him by the majors, gets pissed and ASM loses a customer. Think of it, if we all did this with one kid, and then they all did the same thing...we might actually make a dent in these company's bottom lines, and that is all they give a shit about anyway, and then good music will reign supreme. So in closing, rather than try and destroy someone elses scene make your own grow. There are enough of people to make a difference.

As extremely pathetic and laughable this is, I really can't wait to see the outcome of this horseshit. there's comedy, there's high comedy, and then there is this crap. this is gonna be hilarious. Here's my guess on what the boy "rock" band will look and sound like: White boys, really hot white boys :), wearing everyone's favorite "rock" clothing. They will probably sound like a Creed or the most popular "rock" type of music at the moment.

Sounds pretty marketable to me.

Had my sonnogram today, it took about 30 minutes. Was kind of painful, more so then th last time I had one, but that's because it was in a different area of the body. I'm doing ok so far. At 2 I have to get my eyes tested. I won't know the results of the sonnogram till probably monday when my doctor recieves the results and calls to let us know.

Well yesterday afternoon lead singer of the band Drowning Pool, Dave Williams, was found dead on the band's tour bus. Drowning Pool was an awesome band and Dave was the coolest. I met them at Ozzfest last year and he really loved being around the fans. I saw them live twice and they rocked the house both times. It's sad that this has to happen to someone who was only 30 years old and the band had just broken big. The cause of his death has yet to be determined. Something I read today makes me believed they canceled the Ozzfest that was scheduled today In Bristow, Virginia I believe. I'd like to give my condolences to his family and the rest of the band. Dave was cool nice man who knew how to entertain. RIP Dave, you will truly be missed.

5 things you are wearing*
1. White tank top with a big heart in the middle that Shirley gave me for X mas
2. blue boxers
3. Blue underwear
4. glasses
5. ---

*5 things you can see*
1. computer
2. Mashimaro plush
3. Mashimaro keychain
4. Avenged Sevenfold cd
5. My new No Doubt sticker

*5 things you are doing right now*
1. typing
2. breathing
3. itching
4. watching tv
5. lifeing weights

*5 things you ate in the last 24 hours*
1. Tiger's milk bar (i'm addicted to those things)
2. Chicago wings
3. fries
4. boba
5. various foods at the Chinese buffet for dinner (fave right now is honey walnut shrimp)

*5 things you did so far today*
1. woke up
2. yellled at my bro
3. went to the restroom
4. lift weights
5. computer

*5 things you can hear right now*
1. New song from Audiovent
2. people mowing grass at exactly 8 in the morning
3. mouse click
4. typing
5. Tobi

*5 colors you can see*
1. blue
2. red
3. black
4. white
5. yellow

*5 thoughts in your head*
1. "i wonder if Leanne can figure out to move the furniture in the Sims game yet"
2. "frikkin itchy! (must be the weather)
3. "last day of driving tommrow
4. "how the hell i'm going to get home from driving tommrow."
5. "how am i going to avoid taking the bus when school starts since my dad won't drive me to school anymore

Part of this song was used for the Theme of the Golden Girls song by a female singer instead and I just happenind to be watching the show right now but i like this song.

Artist : Andrew Gold
Song : Thank You For Being A Friend
Album : Thank You For Being A Friend-B
Submitted by : Meagan
Corrected by :
Rated : 9.3 (3 votes)


Thank you for being a friend
Traveled down the road and back again
your heart is true you're a pal and a confidant

I'm not ashamed to say
I hope it always will stay this way
My hat is off, won't you stand up and take a bow

And if you threw a party
Invited everyone you knew
You would see, the biggest gift would be for me
and the card attached would say,
Thank you for being a friend

Thank you for being a friend
Thank you for being a friend
Thank you for being a friend

If it's a car you lack
I'd surely buy you a cadillac
Whatever you need, anytime of the day or night

I'm not ashamed to say
I hope it always will stay this way
My hat is off, won't you stand up and take a bow

And when we both get older
With walking canes and hair of gray
Have no fear, even though it's hardly here
I will stand real close and say,
Thank you for being a friend

(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Let me tell you bout a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend

And when we die, and float away
I'll see you there, and once again
Thank you for being a

Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
(I want to thank you)
Thank you for being a friend
Whoa, tell you about a friend
(Thank you right now, for being a friend)
Thank you for being a friend
(I wanna tell you right now, and tell you again)
Thank you for being a friend
(I wanna thank you, thank you, for being a friend)
Thank you for being a friend

What's *Your* Sex Sign?

Tomorrows Agenda
Get up early
Get to the sonnogram appointment at 8:30 am and have my sonnogram at 9 am for my gallbladder
Bad thing is I can't eat or drink anything after mindight tonight
Then I think I'm going to get my eyes checked too, but I'm not sure

You know the question, "what would you bring if you were stranded on a deserted island?" that people from magazines and stuff sometimes ask? That is probably one of the most ididotic questions ever. Other than the fact that you don't often get to choose what to bring when your stranded on an island, the answer is usually somethig like, "Well, like, I would, like, bring my boyfriend, and maybe some CDs, and...oh! food, of course!" I dunno about you, but I would bring a boat, but then again, I wouldn't be stranded in the first place.

I guess this is my actual first post, so here goes. My bro actually survived his first day of X country. 25 minutes for 3 miles, not bad for a kid who spent the whole summer sitting on his ass eating chips and playing Diablo. He's still way slower than me though. Yesterday was a pretty fun day, I had to plot a way to get out of the house at 10:00 when my dad told me I was supposed to be at the beach from 12 to 4 instead of the 10 to 4 that I originally planned. He said I have too much fun and that I should be studying. Studying for what? I dont know. He gets mad that I don't read alot anymore. I used to read alot when I was like in elementary school cause I had no friends and no life. Now I do have friends and somewhat of a life hehe, so I don't read as often. I actually left the house at 11 cause Steven woke up late as usual. My's sister also came along too, just in a separate car with her friends. Her friends are like really werid. Maybe i'm not azn enough for something. We eat at Jack in the box for lunch cause I had those coupons. And My hated her burger and threw it away. Remember that, it comes to play later in the story. We accidently gave the wrong directions to My's sister so we didn't see them again. We finally got to the beach and we checked for water conditions on the lifeguard tower, it had a red flag, which meant it was dangerous. The waves were fucking huge and stuff like that. We blamed the wave conditions on My saying God was punishing her for throwing away the burger. We had to bodyboard near the shore cause we weren't expert surfers. I got a million cuts and bruises and wiped out a million times. The sand had a million shells in it. We took a break and started to bury My's shoes when she went for a walk. She made us take an hour to dig it up cause she accidently removed a marker that we used. She said Steven and I support each other alot on everything we say and said that we should go out. Haha, thats not likely going to happen. Anyways we talked about Nick's pizza (from middle school modified days for lunch) and how we haven't been there ever since we went to high school. So we made plans for next week on after registration to go there, Nickel Nickel, the beach and then drop me off at field hockey at 4:00 (its going to be my first time being late, hehe). So then we went home at 4 and I saw my dad parking his car, I was freaked cause he specifically told me I couldn't go in Steven's car (if you haven't noticed parents think about sex alot when they are talking to their daughters)

Example:
Daughter: Can I go to the movies with my guy friend?
Parent: No you are going with a guy and he might rape you, I know whats in these boys minds:
Daughter: But I've been friends with him since 3rd grade
Parent: No you can't go
Daughter runs into her room and cries

I came home and my mom was like "did you take the bus?" I sensed my dad was coming home so i said yes. My mom gave me the look that said " I know you better than that. So she said that I was really clever but I needed to cover my tracks a little more. So she's cool. And i'm boring myself with this post, so i'm going to end it here. BTW the Pepsi blue fusion tastes like shit and i think its making me sick

. . . What is my spectrum? I am green: My main color is green. I like to have fun and comfort. Happiness is the marker of a great life. . What is my spectrum?

My Romance Meter

Optimist 50% . . 50% Cynic Close 59% . . 41% Distant Long Term 43% . . 57% Brief

What does my romance meter read?

Book Worm Meter for Denise

Shut In 49% . . 51% Out Of The House Intellectual 95% . . 5% Moron High Attention Span 95% . . 5% Low Attention Span Bookitude 57% . . 43% Book Burner Book Worm 74% . . 26% Bug Stomper

Take your bookworm readings.

Find out which Xena girl you are.

Your Existing Situation
Pursues her objectives and her own-self-interest with stubborn determination; refuses to compromise or make concessions.

Your Stress Sources
The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as she has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and wants to stand out from the rank and file. This sense of isolation magnifies the need into a compelling urge, all the more upsetting to her self-sufficiency because of the restraint she normally imposes on herself. Since she wants to demonstrate the unique quality of her own character, she tries to suppress this need for others and affects an attitude of unconcerned self-reliance to conceal her fear of inadequacy, treating those who criticize her behavior with contempt. However, beneath this assumption of indifference she really longs for the approval and esteem of others.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Wants to broaden her fields of activity and insists that her hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by the fear that she may be prevented from doing what she wants; needs both peaceful conditions and quiet reassurance to restore her confidence.

Becomes distressed when her needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that she has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.

Your Desired Objective
Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging

Your Actual Problem
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

Your Actual Problem #2
Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of her hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. She is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting her from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.

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dateable! You are neither more not less dateable than your peers-- welcome to the land of mediocrity, home of the masses! You have an undeniable animal magnetism, but you're just as likely to attract small animals as you are to attract human beings. Nevertheless, the people you flirt with generally find you funny and cute, or "fute." You have good hygiene, which is an imporant aspect of relationships involving two or more people. Avoid seafood and walks in the woods.

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Your Existing Situation
Dissatisfied. The need to escape continued involvement with her present circumstances makes it imperative for her to find some solution.

Your Stress Sources
Feels unappreciated and finds the existing situation disagreeable. Wants personal recognition and the esteem of others to compensate for the lack of like-minded people with whom to ally herself and make herself more secure. Her sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for her to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and merge with another. This disturbs her as she regards such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome; only by not succumbing to them, she feels, can she withstand the difficulties of the situation. Wants to be valued as a desirable associate and admired for her personal qualities.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels she is receiving less than her share, but that she will have to conform and make the best of her situation.
Feels that she is receiving less than her share and that there is no one on who she can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions make her quick to take offense, but she realizes that she has to make the best of things as they are.

Wants to broaden her fields of activity and insists that her hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by the fear that she may be prevented from doing what she wants; needs both peaceful conditions and quiet reassurance to restore her confidence.

Insists that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but need reassurance and encouragement. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.


Your Desired Objective
Urgently in need of rest, relaxation, peace, and affectionate understanding. Feels she has been treated with a lack of consideration and is upset and agitated as a result. Regards her situation as intolerable as long as her requirements are not complied with.

Your Actual Problem
Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.

Your Actual Problem #2
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation and acute distress. Tries to escape from this by relinquishing the struggle, and by finding peaceful and restful conditions in which to recuperate in an atmosphere of affection and security.

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I really don't feel well and everyone is telling me I'll be ok, but I don't feel ok and I don't think I ever will. Everyone doesn't care, my mom isn't going to get my prescriptions, and I'm in pain. I don't think I'm going to go back to college. I'm not going to feel better, and If I don't feel well I can't concentrate on school, especially with 18 credit hours. I don't know what to do anymore. Everyone thinks I'm a joke, they just talk with me to get amusement and make themselves feel better about their own life. I just don't know how things could have gotten this bad. I don't know anything anymore.

I feel really sick :'(

You live your whole life staring at a wall, your mind goes blank sooner now you will fall.
You never learned the things you say to know now, but how?
There seems to be a difference, two different types of kids.
The ones who go out and the ones that are taught to live.
One groups taught how and the other group is taught why.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind, but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
Look what’s happening now.
What are the reasons why and how?
And don't you think it sounds stupid when someone’s treated
different cause they're not the same as me or you?

Avenged Sevenfold - "Streets"

Well I just LOOOOOOOVE the doctors, can't you sense the sarcasm. Well now they are making me take Zantacs, and want me to get an utlrasound to see if I have a gallstone, why they couldn't have done the ultrasound thing last time beats me. SO they are suppose to make an appointment for me but they haven't called back, go figure. Then with my other problem they told me I just have an overgrowth of bacteria, which is either due to douching, can't be because I don't do that, tampons, don't do those either, seems to be a pattern, and finally stress, hahahaha what a laugh. So is the doctor saying I've had so much stress it has been causing this for the past 5 months!?!?!?! Seriously do I have that much stress in my life, well maybe I do now that I think about it. I'm really confused. Hopefully they medicine the gave me for that problem works and fixes that. I just want to be my normal self where I have no problems or pains doing anything. I just hope all of these medicines and all fix me up so I can get on with my life. I've always took pride in taking things to get better and getting better and moving on and not dwelling on it but lately I've been dwelling on everything.

I'm in so much pain, I can't get to sleep. I wasted my day waiting for someone to speak. Maybe tomorrow the doctor can figure out what is wrong and finally find something to make me feel better. But I've lost hope in everything, because some of the pains I think will never go away. So as I try to go to sleep for the third time tonight, the tears run down my sad an painful face for I have lost all faith in everyone.

Cheerful, optimist and possessed of a sense of justice, you're definitely the sort who sees the cup as half full. Selfless and considerate of others, you often give those you're close to the benefit of the doubt, and before you go and point fingers you first gain solid proof against them rather than outright accuse them. Chances are, however, that you trust people sometimes a bit too much, and in doing such are shocked to discover you've been deceived. However, in the end your strong will and determination prevail, and you right the wrongs, should such actions be necessary. And fanboys love your tube top and miniskirt.

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Somewhere Out There
Our Lady Peace

Last time I talked to you
You were lonely and out of place
You were looking down on me, lost out in space
Laid underneath the stars
Strung out on feeling brave
I watched the red orange glow
I watched it float away
Down here in the atmosphere
Garbage and city lights
Gonna save your tired soul
Gonna save our lives
Turned on the radio, to find you on satellite
I'm waiting for the sky to fall
I'm waiting for a sign

Though we are
It's all so far

Your falling back to me
The star that I can see yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there

Hope you remember me
When you're home sick and need a change
I'll miss your purple hair
I'll miss the way you taste
I know you'll come back some day
On a bed of nails I wait
I'm praying that you don't burn out or fade away

And though we are
It's all so far

Your falling back to me
The star that I can see yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there

Your falling back to me
The star that I can see
I know your out there, ohhh
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know your out there, somewhere out there

Your falling back to me
The star that I can see yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there
Your falling out of reach
Defying gravity yeah
I know your out there, somewhere out there

You're falling back to me
I know, I know
You're falling out of reach ohhhhhh
I know...

This coming week is going to be a long and tough one. Monday I go back to the doctors to get this whole digestive or gallbladder problem figured out. Then I get to have a lovely pap smear done, OUCH. Then Tuesday I get my haircut, so that it doesn't get too long during the school year. Then I think either Wednesday or Thursday I go to get my eyes checked to get new lenses and new contacts, which I haven't had done since like my sophmore or junior of High School. So that should really be intersting. So this coming week willbe a long hard week, and hopefully I'll start to feel better.

Love
Pronunciation: 'l&v
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English lufu; akin to Old High German luba love, Old English lEof dear, Latin lubEre, libEre to please
Date: before 12th century
1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of love
2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion
3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration b (1) : a beloved person : DARLING — often used as a term of endearment (2) : British : — used as an informal term of address
4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God
5 : a god or personification of love
6 : an amorous episode : LOVE AFFAIR
7 : the sexual embrace : COPULATION
8 : a score of zero (as in tennis)
9 : capitalized Christian Science : GOD
- at love : holding one's opponent scoreless in tennis
- in love : inspired by affection

LOVE
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): loved; lov·ing
Date: before 12th century
transitive senses
1 : to hold dear : CHERISH
2 a : to feel a lover's passion, devotion, or tenderness for b (1) : CARESS (2) : to fondle amorously (3) : to copulate with
3 : to like or desire actively : take pleasure in
4 : to thrive in
intransitive senses
: to feel affection or experience desire

I am 61-80% Ghetto



I AM ghetto. And you know this- MAN.

*~*~*~*SuRvEy*~*~*~*

~*BaSiCs*~
NaMe: Briann Goin
NiCkNaMeS: Bri, DaBri, Blue Pooh, gullible
B-dAy: 12/27/80
AgE: 21
ZoDiAc SiGn: Capricorn
CiTy: Lee's Summit
HaIr CoLoR: brown
EyE cOlOr: blue
HeIgHt: somewhere in between 5'6- 5'7
WhAt Do YoU lOoK lIkE?:
ScHoOl: whatever
HoBbIeS: collecting stuff
PeTs: none

~*LoVe LiFe*~
B/f Or G/f?: NA
NaMe: NA
HoW lOnG hAvE yOu BeEn DaTiNg?: NA
CrUsH: I don't know
HoW lOnG hAvE yOu LiKeD tHiS pErSoN?: I don't know
WhAt Do YoU lIkE aBoUt ThIs PeRsOn?: I don't know
If YoU cOuLd Go OuT w/ AnYoNe In ThE wOrLd, WhO wOuLd It Be?: Just about anyone
WhEn YoU 1sT mEeT a GuY/gIrL, wHaT dO yOu NoTiCe?: smile
WoUlD yOu RaThEr Be In A lOnG-tErM rElAtIoNsHiP w/ OnE pErSoN oR dAtE mAnY pEoPlE?: don't know
WoUlD yOu EvEr Be In A lOnG dIsTaNcE rElAtIoNsHiP?: haha
Do YoU bElIeVe In LoVe At FiRsT sIgHt?: don't know
WhO wAs YoUr 1St CrUsH?: I think I'm suffering from memory loss
IdEaL gUy/GiRl: honest, kind, caring, makes and effort, has a sense of humor
IdEa Of A pErFeCt DaTe: haven't a clue, never really been on a date in my mind
WhEn WaS tHe LaSt TiMe YoU kIsSeD sOmEoNe?: never

~*OtHeR*~
WhAt'S tHe BeSt FeElInG iN tHe WoRlD?: to be around others and having fun and not being alone
WhAt'S tHe WoRsT fEeLiNg In ThE wOrLd?: being alone and feeling sick :(
If YoU CoUlD gO bAcK iN tImE, wHeRe WoUlD yOu Go?: probably 1988
WhAt DeCiSiOn Do YoU rEgReT mOsT?: don't know
BiGgEsT fEaR: death and loneliness

~*FaVoRiTeS*~
NuMbEr: 36
CoLoR: blue
CoLoR tO wEaR: whatever
SpOrT: wrestling
BoOk: man that's tough since I don't really read, Catcher in the Rye? I think that's what it's called
MoViE: don't really have one
TeAcHeR: nope
SuBjEcT: whatever interests me at the moment
HaNgOut: wherever
FlOwEr: roses
SoNg: Our Lady Peace "Somewhere Out There"
Tv ShOw: Don't really have one right now
FoOd: don't know right now
DrInK: water
AnImAl: none
QuOtE: don't know
HoLiDaY: Christmas
SeAsOn: spring

~*FrIeNdS*~
BeSt: that's a joke
FuNnIeSt:
LoUdEsT:
QuIeTeSt:
SwEeTeSt:
CrAzIeSt:
LaZiEsT:
PrEtTiEsT:
BiGgEsT fLiRt:
MoSt AtHlEtIc:
TrUsTfUl:
BeSt FrIeNd Of ThE OpPoSiTe SeX:


~*ThIs Or ThAt*~
GuY oR gIrL: guy
KiSs Or HuG: hug
ChOcOlAtE oR vAnIlLa: chocolate
PeN oR pEnCiL: pen
MoViE oR tV: tv
PhOnE oR cHaT oNlInE: phone
DaY oR nIgHt: night
DaRk Or LiGht: dark
ShOeS oN oR oFf: on
LoNg Or ShOrT hAiR: for the moment short

Ok, WeLl...I gUeSs ThAt'S iT!

Why didn't my last post post? Oh well.

A= preposition?
Dense = Function: adjective
Inflected Form(s): dens·er; dens·est
Etymology: Latin densus; akin to Greek dasys thick with hair or leaves
Date: 15th century
1 a : marked by compactness or crowding together of parts b : having a high mass per unit volume
2 a : marked by a stupid imperviousness to ideas or impressions : THICKHEADED b : EXTREME
3 : having between any two elements at least one element
4 : demanding concentration to follow or comprehend
5 : having high or relatively high opacity
synonym see STUPID
Moment = Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Middle French, from Latin momentum movement, particle sufficient to turn the scales, moment, from movEre to move
Date: 14th century
1 a : a minute portion or point of time : INSTANT b : a comparatively brief period of time
2 a : present time b : a time of excellence or conspicuousness
3 : importance in influence or effect
4 : obsolete : a cause or motive of action
5 : a stage in historical or logical development
6 a : tendency or measure of tendency to produce motion especially about a point or axis b : the product of quantity (as a force) and the distance to a particular axis or point
7 a : the mean of the nth powers of the deviations of the observed values in a set of statistical data from a fixed value b : the expected value of a power of the deviation of a random variable from a fixed value
synonym see IMPORTANCE

Put that all together what do you got?
Retarded people
Liars
A Band that doesn't and never existed
stupidity

||present||
[in cd player] Avenged Sevenfold - Sounding the 7th trumpet
[on feet] nothing
[under bed] field hockey stuff
[what time you got up] ten
[time it is now] 10:39

||future||
[you want to go to] some college in california
[ideal job]getting paid doing nothing, thats the American dream
[probable job] some computer geek or pro field hockey player(hahahah)
[you want to live (place)] Orange county,
[number of children you want] 1-2
[kind of car] some sports car at the moment

||current||
[mood] happy, but bored
[music] Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
[taste] Thai Tea
[hair] ponytail
[attire] Blue boxer shorts and a white tank top
[annoyance] not being able to find Dashboard's new vid on grokster
[smell] new car smell
[longing] someone to talk to, no doubt west coast fall tour dates
[desktop image] Subject 9 island
[fav. Music artist] no doubt
[toenail color] blue
[crush] m. Shadows
[time-wasting wish] WHAT?
[hate] many things

+last person you hugged: i really don't remember
+last thing you laughed at: a C comment
+last time you said 'I love you': long time ago...
+last time you cried: I don't remember
+what color socks are you wearing: i'm not wearing socks
+current book: ---
+current worry: Hell week
+story behind your AIM username: there is no story, just an SN i came up with in 7th or 8th grade
+favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Eyes, Smile, hair, and Arms... in that order
+last CD that you bought: I brought them all at the same time: 2002 warped tour compliation, Avril Lavigne, Avegned Sevenfold
+favorite place to be: beach...
+least favorite place: any type of doctor's office or school
+strong in mind or strong in body: both, actually i'm weak in both :)
+if you could play any instrument: Guitar or drums
+favorite color: blue
+do you believe in an afterlife: i'm kinda shaky on my belifs right now
+how tall are you: 5
+current favorite word: duck
+favorite season: summer
+one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Shawn
+one person you wish was here right now: Shawn
+favorite day: Saturday
+type a line you remember from any book: i can't remember lines from books.
+a random lyric: uhh..

I'm confused, I feel soo much pain I don't know what to do. I hate being in pain especially physically. Emotionally at least you can do something to get your mind off of it. However, when you are in physical pain and it's to the point it makes you feel like doing nothing, there isn't much you can do about it. Then when you have both physical and emotional pain it just wears you down and you can't get feeling any better. I don't know anymore what to do. Everything seems to be going wrong. In about two weeks I have to leave for California for school, if I don't get better soon, I don't know what I'm going to do or what is going to happen. I go back to the doctors Monday. Hopefully I can't start getting better. But right now I'm worried and scared and no one seems to be helping me really. Maybe packing my big suitcase now will help me get my mind of the pain I'm in.

I waited to get back online for someone and they aren't on :'(

BTW I watched American Idol, and I don't know the names of these people but I think the two black chicks and the girl from Texas is going to make it. That's just me, they picked good songs. Singing a crappy song, even if you sing it good isn't going to help you win. Especially when the people who are voting on this thing probably never heard of any of those big band songs. To win teeny boppers votes pick things that are familar to everyone. That's all I have to say about that.

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by Auto Glass America

I really think I could use a massage, maybe that would make me feel better. :( I don't know, I think pretty much anything that anyone could do might help. I'm really lonely :(

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1. Are you an innie or an outie? innie.

2. Have you ever worn bell-bottoms? no.

3. Have you ever written a song? nope

4. Can you make change for a dollar right now? probably

5. Have you ever been in the opposite sex's bathroom? yea

6. Have you ever smelled your own feet? no

7. Do you like ketchup on or beside your french fries? beside.

8. Can you touch your toungue to your nose? no.

9. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? no

10. Have you ever broken a mirror? no.

11. Have you ever put your toungue on a frozen pole? no, i don't think its even gotten that cold enough to do so either if i wanted to

12. What is your biggest pet peeve? people chewing with their mouth open

13. Do you slurp your drink after its gone? sometimes.

14. Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? yes.

15. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? whopper

16. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? not really

17. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? plastic.

18. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza. depends, but most likey medium rare steak.

19. Did you have a baby blanket? yea, but no name for it

20. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? yes.... and my bros...

21. Have you ever sleepwalked? no.

22. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? no.

23. Can you flip your eye-lids up? ew no, thats gross, i remember my friend doing that though

24. Are you double jointed? no

25. If you could be any age, what would you be? 6.

26. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? yea

27. Have you ever thrown-up after a roller coaster ride? no.

28. What is your dream car? too many to list, most likely something i can't afford

30. Would you go swimming in shallow waters where, one year earlier, a shark had attacked a child? yea

31. How many cavities do you have? 2

32. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? no, i remember when chistine ate one over the phone, lol

33. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, which would you do first: unbuckle your seat belt or open your window? in theory, i would open my seatbelt, but in reality, i would probably scream and pass out and die

34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? no.

35. Can you pick something up with your toes? yea

36. How many remote controls do you have in your house? like 10

37. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? yes

38. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? 2

39. How many foreign countries have you visited? 0.

40. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? no, i prefer plaques or thropies hehe

41. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? poor and happy.

42. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? swim.

44. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? not really

45. Have you ever had a Mexican jumping bean? no

46. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? cindrrella

47. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? box of crayons

48. Do you prefer light or dark bread? sourdough bread

49. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? either

50. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? yes.

51. Do you talk in your sleep? I don't know!

52. Would you rather shovel snow or mow the lawn? shovel snow, works out my arms

53. Would you rather be bitten by a poisonous snake or constricted by a python? the later

54. Have you ever played in the rain? yea

55. Which do you think is more dangerous: where are the choices??

56. Would you climb a very high tree to save a kitten? no, i'd call the fire department

57. Can you tell the difference between a crocodile and an alligator? yea, i just forgot which features belonged to which

58. Do you drink pepsi or coke? coke

59. Whats your favorite number? 24

60. If you were a car, would you be an SUV or a sports car? SUV, even though i suck at driving those

61. Have you ever accidentally taken something from a hotel? not accidentally.

62. Would you blow your nose at the dinner table? no.

63. Have you ever slipped in the bathtub? yes, very painful

64. Do you use regular or deodorant soap? deodorant, meaning scented.

65. Have you ever locked yourself out of the house? yea

66. Would you rather make your living as a singing cowboy or as one of the Simpsons voices? simpsons

67. If you could invite any movie star to your home for dinner, who would it be? Beau Wirick, haha

68. Have you ever made a semi truck honk? yes.

69. Which would you rather live with: a huge nose or crossed eyes? Huge nose... I'd just have plastic surgery

70. Would you hang out with someone your best friend didnt like? yea, and i am doing that

71. Would you hang out with someone your best friend liked, but you didnt like? if my best friend was with me yes,

72. Have you ever returned a gift? no

73. Would you give someone else a gift that had been given to you? no.

74. If you could attend an Olympic Event, what would it be? field hockey

75. How many pairs of shoes do you own? like 5

76. If your grandmother gave you a gift that you already have, would you tell her? no,

77. Do you sing in the car? no

78. Would you rather jump into a dumpster or into a vat of honey? honey! yummy.

79. What is your favorite breed of dog? boxers

80. Would you donate money to feed starving animals in the winter? yes

81. If you were a bicycle, would you be a stingray or a mountain bike? Mountain bike

82. What is your least favorite fruit? umm, i dunno.

83. What kind of fruit have you never had? the are many fruits that i have't had

84. If you won a $5,000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick? Best Buy, Hot topic, tilly's, pac sun

85. What brand sports apparel do you wear the most? Adidas on the outside, nike on the inside.

86. How many letters will/did I earn in my high school career? I will earn 3

87. Among your friends, who could you arm wrestle and beat? most of them

88. If you had to choose, what branch of the military would you be in? Air Force.

89. Would you ever parachute out of a plane? no

90. What do you think is your best feature? nothing.

91. If u were to win a grammy, what kind of music would it be for? pop punk, hehe i know its an oxymoron

92. What is your favorite season? summer.

93. How many members do you have in your immediate family? 4 including me

94. Which of the five senses is most important to you? hearing.

95. Would you be a more succesful painter or singer? singer, I guess. I can't paint worth a shiiit.

96. Have you ever ridden a tortoise? no. HAHA.

97. How many years will/did you end up going to college? um i dunno

98. Have you ever had surgery? no.

99. Would you rather be a professional figure skater or professional football player? football

100. What do you like to collect? music cds

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Well finally one of the liars came back, but they wouldn't fess up to everything because they aren't ready. I've been waiting four months to talk to these people and the one that gets back online first is not ready? How can that be? FOUR MONTHS have passed surely a person can confess everything and apologize or whatever. So far what I've gotten from her is ; she didn't work at a flower shop, she didn't even attempt to visit me while I was at college, and her mom and her were never buddy buddy, and her mom was never pregnant. Man I wonder what her mom would do to her if her mom knew she went around telling people, even her "friend" denise, that her mom was pregnant. Too bad I don't know how to get a hold of her mom, not liked I'd be that mean to do that, but If she doesn't start fessing up soon, I sure wish that would happen. However, that's all I've heard her say that she lied about. Then denise told me she didn't score as high as she claimed she did on her SAT, I could really give less a damn about an SAT, because I took the ACT and on top of that my score wasn't all that great on it. Then she lied about the acceptance of colleges. Which I don't get why you'd do. Guess my mind doesn't think like their's. It also appears that I made her so upset that she probably won't get back online, and if she does she'll come up with a new screename and won't chat with me. All I want to know is the truth, I waited four months to hear it from somebody. I know Denise hasn't told me all especially when she actually thought Clarissa's mom was pregnant. So there has to be some lies she doesn't even know about. I must be a magnet for all this drama and stress it seems to always come around at the worst time. Oh well that's my life. The girl I'm talking about has a blog it's on my links of blogs, it's the clarissa link. Not much on there since she's keeping her mouth closed, or I guess I should say keeping her fingers from typing.

Well besides all that I still feel sick and now I'm experiencing neck pains along with the rest of the problems I already mentioned. Plus I got tons of junk in my throat. I really hope the lord will help me get better so I'm good to go back to California August 20th for school.

Well my chest is still hurting. The pains in the side aren't as bad as they were. I tried the medicine for a day but it made me have chest pain and made it even worse. Hopefully the pain in my chest and everywhere else will go away. I really hope I get better soon.