Well today I just wasted away in the house like normal and really did nothing at all. I really think I need to go to my doctor, however my mom I guess thinks I should just deal with stuff and not go. I kind of have to have her approval since I'm under her medical insurance. I hate being sick or have something really wrong with me. It's so hard for me to tell my mom what's exactly wrong with me. Last time I cried to get a doctors appointment. That's because I found a lump in my breast. Went to the doctor and had some other things done and they said it was a cyst, but scientifically there was no reason to remove it. So I never got it removed and now it's really bothering me. On top of that I have problem in another area which I really don't want to mention, but I think I really need to go see the doctor about it. Plus add in the soar throat and my constant unhappiness and worrying and I'm pretty much kaput and I think I need to do something to change all those problems. I really need to do so before I go back to College in California. I don't need to be worrying about my health, money, and school work all at the same time. Well I'm off to be hopefully I can get good nights sleep. However, I doubt I will since it's so freaking hot in this house.