Man, I must be either insane or things are really bothering me. I got up at 5 am. I can't sleep. I think I'm going crazy. All I can think of is about how people have lied to me and there for have some how altered my life , to where it can't be changed back. So now I'm thinking that everyone is lying to me or is coming up with decietful plans to make my life even more miserable. So now I'm to the point where I can't sleep and when I try to sleep I can only think about people lying to me and really freaking hurting my feelings, which bothers me more.