Well I went to the doctor yesterday. The doctor thinks I have either some kind of digestive problem or a gallbladder problem. I'm really freaked out. So far I've taken two doses of the medicine the doctor prescribed and I haven't been feeling much better. I'm drowsy, feel naseus, heart burn is more noticeable, and I can hear my heart beat like all the time and it's freaking me out. I think I might have to have my mom call the doctor to tell her about me having these symptoms now. :'( I'm really scared and I have to leave for college August 20th. My next appointment with the doctor is August 12th. I really hope I get better.

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Weather please get cooler. It's freaking hot and maybe, just maybe if you the weather would get better, I'd begin to feel better.

No Doubt

Today was really hot. Tomorrow I'm going to the doctors so wish me well.

Still not feeling well, don't know what to do. Good luck to all the blogathoners. I would have participated except I have a crappy modem, crappy service, and only one phone line so I wouldn't be able to participate. Hopefully maybe next year.

I still don't feel well and I'm really really scared.

bleh

I'm really really really scared my lower right side front and back really hurt. I don't know what to do. I don't want to die. My head hurts I can't think straight I'm like crying all the time. I'm so paranoid I can't go to sleep because I think I'm not going to wake up I don't know what to do. :'(

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-= Tuesday questionaire =-

1.) What is the most important thing going on in your life this week?
Trying to feel better and make these pains go away and last week of summer school. That means I need to get my transcripts sent and stuff organized to get ready to go back to California for school in the fall.



2.) Gayest thing you have done this week?
I really don't know.



3.) Why would you most likely be nominated to speak your mind, and what is it you're going to say?
Because I tell it the way it is. There is only so long you can be nice about things to be until you finally have to tell them the hard way. Some people just can't handle things. I would say If you don't like what I have to say then don't do what I'm saying you are doing, because I'm not going to say something if it isn't true

well yesterday night was interesting. This girl whom I chat with from time to time that I met in a chat room, was fantasizing about me last night while doing some other things I shall not mention. Kind of spooked me a bit. Weird things happen while online. She's a cool person and fun and interesting to talk to.

Well today is the start of my last week for summer school. Fun fun. This means I have to start get things ready to go back out to California for college.

I hate this Error 503:Unable to load template file: /home/Templates2/3342291_a.html (server:page) What's with bloggerr? Someone please tell me.

Man I hate stupid viruses. Ugh.

I swear my life really sucks. Mom really doesn't take me seriously, no one else seems to either. Why does everyone think I'm some kind of joke.

I love No Doubt

Just seeing if this new thing works

Man why the heck am I up at 6:30 am. Maybe because I couldn't sleep. So much burning and itching, ugh.

Why the hell did I watch a wedding story on TLC. That show really depresses me.

Ugh. Today I'm going to my Aerobic Kickboxing. Summer school is all most ending. Last day is July 25th, but I'll be done before that. Just wondering if I should go back into the fitness center and pay 6 dollars for a day till before I have to leave to go to school? IF you have any thoughts email or IM me. I think maybe I should so I'm in a groove and so when I get back to school I'll be motivated to go workout.

Well I woke up at 9:30 am so I decided I'd go to Aerobics class today. I went to Basic Step class and man is a workout. It wasn't too hard but not super easy.

Hello I went to my friend Ginni's wedding it was very simple and nice. However, there were a lot of things I didn't like about the wedding was first the Minister did some serious gay and lesbian bashing at the begining by saying we are here to see a man and woman married. Like god created man and intended only man and woman to be together and in love and to be married. I found it a bit rude. I didn't like the minister at all. Also the place where the wedding was held they had this very bad painting of jesus like right at the front of the sanctuary. Then the reception was at the club house near their town home. It was small and hot and not everyone was in the same room to eat. Which means you didn't get to see everybody. But it was a nice wedding besides all of the minor problems I had with it. I'm very happy for Ginni because I really could tell she loves the guy a lot and vice versa. I met him before at our Senior prom and he was a really cool guy. I hope their marriage last forever and that nothing comes between them.

Well I was sitting next to one set of Jason's, the guy who married Ginni, grandparents. They said to me so pretty soon you'll be doing this and I was shaking my head going I really don't think so. I really don't see myself getting married at all now seeing someone I am the same age as getting married. Why do I say that? Well the reason is because one first you have to have a significant person in your life and I don't and I guess never really have. Second because I'm just not into that stuff. Third and finally because I'm a loner. Plus why would you want to get married, especially now of days. Reason I say that is because now of days people get divorced like it's no big deal. Kind of like trading basebal cards or any sports card for a matter. Why would I want to get married just to get divorced then by alone again? I can't handle life now, add a person to that it would make my problems twice as worse. Maybe I'm just paranoid. No I take that back I am paranoid, but that's because I've had so many things happen to me I tend to be. I'm probably not making any sense all, but that's just my opinion.

Damn I really don't feel any better today, and I have to go to that wedding. I hope I feel ok at the wedding and reception because there is going to be a lot of people there that I haven't seen since HS. Not like I talked to them all that much, but this one I guess I would say acquantance I have couldn't go so she gave me the wedding gift for them and told me to tell everyone she said hi and all.

Man I got sharp pains right near my neck in the center of my body near the right side. It really freaking hurts. I really think I'm dying. Along with all the other things I really feel horrible, and I serious think I'm dying or something. All food taste the same, and there is this taste in my mouth that won't go away and it's very disgusting.

The Top 20 Songs Currently in North America according to Billboard

1. Hot In Herre, Nelly

2. Without Me, Eminem

3. Hero, Chad Kroeger Featuring Josey Scott

4. Complicated, Avril Lavigne

5. I Need A Girl (Part Two), P. Diddy & Ginuwine Featuring Loon, Mario Winans & Tammy Ruggeri

6. Oh Boy, Cam'ron Featuring Juelz Santana

7. The Middle, Jimmy Eat World

8. A Thousand Miles, Vanessa Carlton

9. Foolish, Ashanti

10. I'm Gonna Be Alright, Jennifer Lopez Featuring Nas

11. Still Fly, Big Tymers

12. Addictive, Truth Hurts Featuring Rakim

13. Just A Friend 2002, Mario

14. Down 4 U, Irv Gotti Presents The Inc. Featuring Ja Rule, Ashanti, Charli Baltimore & Vita

15. Heaven, DJ Sammy & Yanou Featuring Do

16. I Need A Girl (Part One), P. Diddy Featuring Usher & Loon

17. Soak Up The Sun, Sheryl Crow

18. Days Go By, Dirty Vegas

19. What's Luv?, Fat Joe Featuring Ashanti

20. Full Moon, Brandy

Most of the songs on this list I hate, and can't stand, but obviously some people out there must like them. Have they lost their mind???? If you think differently then Billboard please email me your thoughts on what songs that are currently out should be in the top 20.

Man I feel really sick. I ache all over. Plus my head is all stuffed up and I just all in all don't feel well.

Just went looking through some of my disc. Rather quite interesting. I needed to clear some of them because school will be starting next month and I need discs with lots of space on them. I was reading saved convos on AIM I've had with people in the past. (yes I save some or a lot of my convos I have with people, i have my reasonings, and apparently it's good that i did save them) Yep found some interesting stuff that someone told me. I will quote one person, " i would love to do just about anythign for u =) ". I take people for their words, because I was taught to trust, however now I realize you can't trust anybody anymore. If I was on my death bed the person who said that wouldn't even come to visit. If I was in the hospitalthat person wouldn't even come to visit. If I was graduating college that person wouldn't even come. If I was having some major problems that person wouldn't even come to help me figure things out and try to help me make things better. It's not so much the actual not doing it, it's the even try part that really bothers me. Oh well, I shall move on I guess. It just takes me forever to move on about things like that though. I can over come death fairly shortly depending on who it is. I can overcome illness shortly depending on what the illness is. However, I really can't over come having my feelings hurt badly and have my heart ripped out and l slashed to pieces. Especially after the three other times it had happened the 3rd time not as bad as the other two times, that's probably because it was so ripped up from the first two it was too black to be really hurt. But I had let it heal and my heart was back to where it use to be and then another guy comes around and stabs it through the back left right and all ways in between. Then puts in in and oven, squashes ,throws it around to the point where it's in so many pieces you can't even figure out how to put it back together again. I let my heart get to much into any relationships with guys. I think I just need to let it get fixed and healed up 100% and keep it hidden and remain far away from relationships and use my head more then my heart. Unlike most guys who use the head in their pants over the head on their shoulders or even their heart.

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If things get straightened out between me and this one person, I'm thinking of asking them something important. I'm looking forward to it, or maybe not. Just depends on how this person acts whenever they reappear. They might have changed during the summer, or at leat the past couple of months. Oh well whatever happens, happens you know and you just kind of have to live through it. Kind of like rolling with the punches. Surely something will come about soon. I have to remind myself to set out my clothes for the wedding so they can get ironed, so they aren't wrinkled.

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Man today has been really boring. Plus there is nothing on TV. Man I wish I had some friends.

Good Day everyone. I got up at 6:30 am this morning because of my cold. I couldn't breath and i kept sneezing. So I just stayed up watched Save By The Bell. Then I watched Designing Women. I figure laughter my help me feel better it worked for a bit.

Today I'm going to Arby's for lunch. Thanks to Denise for helping me decide. I'm getting the chicken fingers combo, and no Giant sizing, with curly fries. Fun fun fun for me. Now all I have to do is decide what I'm going to have for dinner. That will definately be a toughy for me. But I'll figure it out eventually.

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Well my head cold has taken over my whole head. Ugh, sucks to be me now. I hope it clears up a little bit before the wedding on Saturday.

I think I seriously need to go to the doctor. I think I have a yeast infection or something even worse. I know you really didn't need to know that but I had to get that off my chest. I hope I go soon. So I'm no longer suffering from whatever it is, and while they are at it maybe they can help cure this head cold.

Aerobics class was pretty small today, normally the class is really full. Hopefully I'm losing inches and fat. I really don't know because I don't check my weight and all often. I haven't noticed my pants getting looser so if I am losing anything it isn't much. If it was then I'd notice.

Well when I get back to college I'm going to workout at the gym every other day or at the least 3 days a week. I think I need to do more running and biking. So I build endurance so I don't burn out so quickly during working out. I think I'm going to do a lot more weight training activties when I get to school. One because I'll have a partner to spot me, and secondly because that's what I'm more use to doing. Three years for shot put I did intense weight workouts. Those workouts use to kill me, especially when it was percentage day. I think I liked repetition day better, because the weights were lighter.

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Man is it freaking hot. Not only outside but inside. I think our AC is broke. Because it's like 85 in our has and not only do we have the AC on but we have fans running in our house. It's crazy.

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Well so for today I've gotten up, put my contacts in, brushed my teeth, and ate lunch. Now I'm watching rock videos on MTV 2. Yeah actual music videos on a Music video station isn't that amazing. This new band TRUSTCompany is awesome. I recomend checking them out. They kicked ass at the Warped Tour. BTW if you try to IM on AIM and you see that I'm not online go ahead and IM to see if I'm cause sometimes I don't show up as being online for some reason. If you don't do that go ahead and email me. I have no life so I love reading emails from people I don't know, or from anyone in general, as long as they aren't perverted.

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For some reason my posts aren't coming up on my blog. I've noticed that about other blogs I read I will check them early in the day and see no new post, but then I get home late at night after my aerobics class. I then see a post that was posted and marked for earlier in the day, but wasn't showing up till then. So hopefully this will post along with the other stuff I posted earlier.

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Hey I took this faith test and here is what i got. I found it pretty interesting.

You can find this test at http://beliefnet.com/story/76/story_7665_1.html



1. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (100%)
2. Liberal Quakers (87%)
3. Unitarian Universalism (74%)
4. Reform Judaism (74%)
5. Bahá'í Faith (65%)
6. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (65%)
7. Orthodox Quaker (64%)
8. Neo-Pagan (55%)
9. Sikhism (55%)
10. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (54%)
11. Seventh Day Adventist (52%)
12. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (51%)
13. New Thought (51%)
14. New Age (49%)
15. Eastern Orthodox (47%)
16. Roman Catholic (47%)
17. Mahayana Buddhism (47%)
18. Orthodox Judaism (45%)
19. Theravada Buddhism (45%)
20. Islam (43%)
21. Jehovah's Witness (42%)
22. Scientology (42%)
23. Secular Humanism (38%)
24. Taoism (31%)
25. Hinduism (26%)
26. Jainism (26%)
27. Nontheist (19%)

As I was looking through other people's blogs likey I normal do, *cough* *cough* i have no life *cough**cough*, I've noticed everyone has lately has gone to see either MIB2 or Lilo and Stich. It seems like everyone has gone to see those movies this past weekend. I wish I had some friends who wanted to go to the movies. If I would have gone to the movies this past weekend I probably would have gone and seen Lilo and Stich, because I didn't really care to much for the first MIB. I still haven't seen Spiderman either. I orignally did not want to see it because Kirsten Dunst is in it, and I really can't stand that gal. Then I found out one of my favorite wrestlers Macho Man Randy Savage is in it, so I was like I got to see that. Then I found out this person I go to college with was an extra in the crowd of extras in that wrestling scene in the movie so I wanted to see it even more, even though she says you really can't pick her out of the crowd. I guess I'll just wait for it to come out on DVD or VHS because I'm sure it will be soon, because they keep putting movies out quicker on video and dvd after they've been out.

LIAR COUNTDOWN 98 DAYS

Well today I just wasted away in the house like normal and really did nothing at all. I really think I need to go to my doctor, however my mom I guess thinks I should just deal with stuff and not go. I kind of have to have her approval since I'm under her medical insurance. I hate being sick or have something really wrong with me. It's so hard for me to tell my mom what's exactly wrong with me. Last time I cried to get a doctors appointment. That's because I found a lump in my breast. Went to the doctor and had some other things done and they said it was a cyst, but scientifically there was no reason to remove it. So I never got it removed and now it's really bothering me. On top of that I have problem in another area which I really don't want to mention, but I think I really need to go see the doctor about it. Plus add in the soar throat and my constant unhappiness and worrying and I'm pretty much kaput and I think I need to do something to change all those problems. I really need to do so before I go back to College in California. I don't need to be worrying about my health, money, and school work all at the same time. Well I'm off to be hopefully I can get good nights sleep. However, I doubt I will since it's so freaking hot in this house.

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I really fix sick today, my throat is itchy. I could barely sleep last night. It was really hot, and i couldn't sleep because of it.

I'm in severe pain right now. I'm in so much pain I'm crying and I can't go to sleep. I really need to go to the doctor. I wish my mom would get me a doctors apointment. I don't think I can live with pain anymore. If someone doesn't figure out what my problems are I really wish someone would just put me out of my misery.

I just realized while I was sitting here in the living room with my mom watching Trading Spaces. I seriously need to get a life. I really need to get a boyfriend or something. Or find someone to help me occupy my Saturday nights with. Instead of sitting at home with family being bored to death and thinking about how depressing my life is. Hopefully I'll have something or someone by the time I graduate college, which should be in a year and half if things go the way I think they should go. But damn private colleges want to get all the money they can out of you. They love screwing transfer students. Well if anyone knows of anyone or anyway I can accomplish getting someone by the time I graduate, I'd really appreciate it.
Thanks.

Well, you're a slacker. Your greatest joy in life is sleeping, and you try to avoid doing work as much as possible. Others are envious of your talent for skating through life doing only half as much real, actual work as everyone else. You're an expert at talking teachers or bosses out of reprimanding you for your apparent lack of effort. On the upside, you won't have to worry about things like repetitive stress disorder or high blood pressure. Your life expectancy is probably pretty high due to this, not that you'll actually accomplish anything, you damn leech.

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I am absolutely soulless!

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Hey everyone I got a new layout for my blog, thanks to Denise. Yeah it's great to have someone who knows way more about computers and html and all that great stuff. Takes me to long to learn that kind of stuff so I'll just have her do it for me. Well now you can email me and respond to all the pointless crap I say. Most people probably just read the first sentence and close this blog, but that's ok. It's all good. Yes, I know I can't write worth shit, but oh well. Nobody is perfect.

Hmm, where was I with the LIAR COUNTDOWN.... It's at 96 DAYS. Damn, that's a long time.

Only a little more then a month away and I'll be back in California for College. Yeah, what fun.

	I can bend. I can stretch. I can mold my finger to match a keyhole. I am resourceful and resilient. I take nothing seriously, as life's troubles just seem to "bounce off" me. I am far from softspoken. I'm also known to crack a joke or two... or twenty. Wouldn't you? After all, I am rubber, you are glue... What's your superpower?

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Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?

You are
Freddie Ljungberg

Although you need a new hairdresser, you're a class player. You're not a saint but you're not a hatchet man either. However, unlike a solid Swedish table, you're a bit unstable. Your temper needs to be controlled.

Which era in time are you?

You are Bugs Bunny.

You are fun, friendly, and popular. You are a real crowd pleaser.
You have probably been out on the town your share of times, yet you
come home with the values that your mother taught you. Marriage and
children are important to you, but only after you have fun. Don't
let the people you please influence you to stray.

You're the lego Space Man! Strap on your helmet! You're the lego space man! You love technology, and look forward to the future. You're brave, active, and strangely attracted to shiny objects.

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