My life is really fucking ruined. Everything is messed up. I have no friends, or anything. Everyone lies to me all the time. What is it? Does everyone think I'm some kind of fucking joke? I'm failing spanish, I feel like so behind in all of my classes. I have no motivation, and I really sense that I'm dying. My neck hurts all the time and there feels like there is a knot in the middle of my neck. Then my other health problems still exist. I really just don't know what to do. I wish god would just give me something to help change my life around, because as I see it now it's going to be ending soon. :'(