Christmas Time is Upon Us

Well its' that time of year, where you hear all the annoying Christmas songs, especially that damn "It's The Most Wonderful Time of Year" by Andy Williams. It definately isn't the most wonderful time of the year, the weather is crapy, and people are cranky or very rude cause god forbid they wait in line and being patient. No people have to trample people over in Walmarts or bop people in the head just to get things for Christmas presents, which really takes away from the whole point of Christmas in the first place.

But anyhow I've almost got all the outdoor decorations up and working. Just a few more things here there I need to do.

I'm also pretty much done with my Christmas shopping too. Also for those people who I know that sometimes I give presents to, well I'm not giving presents, but I am sending cards out. I'm going to be doing that this week, so I might need your addresses, probably most likely cause I'm not very good with the organization of having addresses.

I other news Camel Cigarettes sent me drink coasters with acholic beverage recipes for my brithday. Strange thing about it is if you know me you know I don't smoke and I'm extremely against really being around it, but I don't get anal about it though. And two I don't drink, yea yea i know for like a year or so when I was in California I did but I haven't since then. I think that has a lot to do with I don't have the money and it's not like I have my own place. But I just found it really amusing that they since me these. Oh well more drink coasters for me.

Here is the front steps from another angle so you can see the bottom door. 

Here is an angle of the the front steps of the house. 

Here is MR Turkey who was in our front window for Thanksgiving fall time. 

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving everyone a little bit later I'll be heading up to my Grandma's house not only for Thanksgiving but for my weekly weekend up there. Can't you tell I'm really excited.

Anyhow I hope the two pictures of the kitten I promised you got uploaded.

I went around posting comments on people's blogs and etc. A lot of the people I don't even know but at some point in time I came across their blog or journal whatever you wish to call it and I enjoyed reading it. Since today is Thanksgiving and I don't get to go out much so reading these people's blogs/journals I find enjoyable I thought I would show them my thanks by actually leaving a message. A Few I didn't leave messages on because they hadn't updated in a while.

I put up some of the Christmas light yesterday because it was like 60 degrees and really nice, I figured that would probably be the last really nice day out for a while so might as well put the hard time consuming stuff up now. Part of it I was having trouble with cause it kept falling down hopefully I have fixed that problem we shall see.

Well once again I hope everyone has a Happy Thanksgiving and a safe Holiday weekend. Don't go bopping people over the head or shoving them out of the way on Friday Christmas shopping cause honestly it's not worth it, and if you do get all crazy you really shouldn't be celebrating the holiday. Because the holiday was not intended for buying the biggest and best gift it intended to celebrate life and all the great things we have been given and to show those whom we care about that we think about them. Also to show that giving to others whom you may not even know something wether it's being considerate to a person, food, clothing, or any sort of compassion is the best gift you can give anyone. Because the littlest things can be best gifts anyone can truely get.

Here are the two pictures of the kitten I promised everyone. 

What else is there to do

Well today did a lot of waiting for my mom to take the kitten from my grandma's farm to have it checked out to see if it could have the splint on yet, cause it had an absessed that had be removed due to a bite from a freaking opposum. It's not quite healed yet so the kitten will have to wait till Saturday to have the splint put on. I'll put a picture up of the kitty known as Tiger later.

We bought a lot of Christmas presents for my sister yesterday and today. So I think basically either one or two more gifts I need to get her and then I'm done. but tomorrow I'll be doing some giftwrapping.

I love giftwrapping. So if anyone wants me to wrap anything for them I will but I might have to ask for donations to the help Briann out of debt fund.

Also I'll be doing some Christmas decoration for the outdoors soon. I've gathered up most of the outdoor decorations though. So all should be good.

Oh yea I am feeling much better than I did last week, I guarandamntee it. I know I always type up dumb stuff on my blog but, that's my life. Also noticed haven't been getting any comments lately, hmm. I guess I need something more scandalous to post. Don't be afraid to post comments I don't byte.

Hope everyone had a great day today and I will probably post tomorrow. SEE YA

Feeling a Little Better

Well I'm feeling a little better. My stomach still feels a bit off but not as bad as it did yesterday. Also I'm definately in as much pain when I'm sitting in a chair or standing up as I was yesterday. But I did upchuck one more time after I wrote that post yesterday, in fact now that I think about it maybe it was two more times. I was so out of it yesterday I couldn't make much sense out of anything.

Today I go up to my grandma's for my weekly turn of helping my mom out with my grandma. Don't know how that's going to work out though cause if I start to get sick again there is only one bathroom and my grandma takes forever and a lto of the times she needs some help and that's really not good when you are already feel pukey.

Other than that I'll probably do a lot of sleeping and drinking water. Maybe I'll finally get to start writing on this story idea I thought of when I was in college, that I never really focused too much on. I'd probably have to go back and read some of my blogs from back then to help flesh it out but I got the basic idea of the story but I don't have any real climax or drama to it, so I got to figure that out. Maybe I'll also get to updating that fan fic I promised people I'd update soon. It's been like 2 months or so since I've updated it.

You'd think since I do have a lot of time on my hands when I'm at my grandma's that I could at least write something, but I guess I just get wrapped up in my own imaginary world in my mind I just to forget to write.

Deep In Thought

I've noticed this but ever since I've become an "adult" anytime I get sick I think I'm going to die. Well this morning at around 4:30 am I woke up with the worst feeling in my stomach. It wasn't like a pain or anything, just something didn't feel right.

I decied I was up I'll drink some water and get ready to do my morning workout. When I started to stand up and get ready to do my taebo dvd I get this pukey feeling going on so I decided I probably shouldn't work out. So I sat down but I just couldn't get to feeling comfortable.

Then I started aganozing over this off feeling I was having. So I decided maybe I should just go ahead and eat breakfast. WRONG IDEA. I at just one bite of my granola bar and all of a sudden I got this taste of something really sweet too sweet. That's when I was like uh oh. So I placed the granola bard down and went to the bathroom and sat down on the floor and move the scale sitting next to the toliet away. For I second I thought I was out of the clear, but the sides of my face started to have that swelling feeling you know the one when you have like those super sour candies that I can't think of the name right now. But then it finally cam and I upchucked right in the old toliet and I didn't even make a mess on the rim or anything nearby.

I quickly flushed it for fear I'd do it over again, especially since the smell of the toliet deordrizer was kind of not the best thing to be smelling after this. So right then and there I started talking to god asking him to help me make it through this, cause I really don't puke often, it's a rather rare occurance for me. Even if I have the flu I end up having the other problem and not this one. I guess some people may think that's hard to believe that I haven't upchucked a lot, but I don't go out partying or boozing it up. So if I puke it means I'm really sick or something I ate didn't set well with me.

However, the thing that atonishes me is that any time I fell really sick or I'm in pain I always ask god for help because I fear that I'm dying or being punished for something that I did. I don't know why I do that I just do. Maybe I'm just a god fearing person or deep down inside I feel guilty for things I've done in the past. I really don't know.

The other thing is that anytime I do feel like this and I'm going to die I also start having thoguhts about the world and people. I talk good arguements and valid points when I'm sick, but unfortunately the only person who ever hears them is myself and god.

Today I talked about how all the money is being sucked dry out of us. You have all these charities going on and then you have all the stores telling you to buy Christmas presents. Then famous people telling you we should end world debt and we should end aids in Africa and blah blah. Then you have outrageous gas prices even though they are sort of going down right now. I mean where does it end.

I know you should give to charities especially close to Christmas time. But a vast majority of us have spend and donated tons of money on the hurricane victims, or the tusnami victims. Then add to the cost of gas and natural gas prices raising. People are going to spread their selves to thin and a majority of Americans are already in debt.

I don't claim to know all the facts or know statistics. I just know what I see and what I see is that our greatest strength in the eyes of our "politicians" honestly is our greatest weakness as a country. Yes compassion and giving is a good thing, but it gets to the point when you yourself are in need of things you can't heal the world unless you have tons of money like some of these famous people or politicians.

Which leads me to all these famous people telling you that you need to do donate to this our end aids in africa or end world debt. Well I got news for you if you want to do it why don't you go through your enormous bank account and you end the world debt yourself and chip in the money instead of laying it out on people who most likely don't have the money to chip in. Cause I know Bono is living quite comfortably and has a lot of things I couldn't even imagine having. If he's so end to ending world debt and doing something about aids why doesn't he donate or put in more of his own money and live like us regular people in a small house with an average car.

Maybe I'm the only one that feels this way, but I'm just so sick of everywhere you look someone is trying to guilt you into to donate money into one thing or another. I feel really bad for the huricane victims and I feel really bad for people with aids and the homeless. But unless we want to milk everyone who isn't in the upperclass or the upper middle class out of money and thus end up falling into one of the categories we are guilt tripping people into donating money for we need to stop all this guilt all at the same freaking time.

It really bothers me and upsets me that some people think because you don't donate or get involved in a cause that it means you don't care or think you are better. Well that's not the case some of use just don't have the means to help out because we are barely getting by ourselves.

Man and now I go myself so worked up that I missed a bit of the begining of Regis and Kelly. Now I shall watch my show and then maybe hopefully later today I get to feeling better.

Halloween Pictures

Hopefully all my pictures from Halloween came up before this post. I know it's not much but that's what I had up this year for Halloween. Next year there will be even more. hahahaha. Enjoy.

Another one a night. 

This is the house at night on Halloween. 

This the whole house and you can see the little ghost in the one tree. 

These are the bats I made my self hanging from the front of our house. 

This is our steps of our house with the spiderweb with spiders and the lighted pumpkins. Next year there will be even more spiders and more pumpkins. 

Here is part of my halloween decorations that I had up. This is during the day with my pumpkin guy and a little pumpkin patch.