I can honestly say this month has severely sucked and it just got started. However, 4 weeks or so has really sucked. With my grandma not seeming to get any better. Me not being able to find a job. I don't know what I'm going to do now. My life right now just really sucks and anytime I try to do something it send me a set forward but then all of a sudden something comes from behind and clips my knee and I fall down and fall steps upon steps behind. I really don't know what to do anymore. I've tried and tried to make my life better but nothing has worked. I'm alone, miserable, and really just don't have faith in much of anything anymore.