I'm so stressed and depressed right now I don't know what to do. No one ever seems to be around o do anything. So then I end up alone and by myself. I get so worried or paranoid I start talking to myself and then thus freaking myself out even more. Which the leads me to be depressed. I just can't handle anything anymore. I really don't know what to do. Except I consantly rant and complain online, but that doesn't do me any good. I listen to what people say, but most people's advice I can't take. Either because of finacial reasons or because those things are just things that don't make me happy. I don't even know what really makes me happy anymore anyways. I don't know what wrong with me anymore. I think I've lost my true self. But I don't even know if I or anyone else knows who my true self even is.