FRIDAY FIVE


1. What do you most want to be remembered for?
For making sure everyone was happy and laughed, and put others first before myself.

2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life?
"When I'm in my room I feel good because I don't have to deal with you or the outside world"

3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year?
That I got my highest score ever a 180 at bowling and my first turkey. YEAH me

4. What about the past ten years?
Placing 5th a Districts JV and earing my JV letter for that reason in Track.

5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say?
Live your life like an open book, because keeping it all inside and closed up will only make you suffer.

Well last night I sent a bunch of my friends a tons of those damn forward emails. So now they will probably all will block my email address. Sorry guys I was really bored last night.

Anyhow did a lot of inventory yesterday on magazines, wrestling figures, autographed items, and posters. Still have tons more to write down. I think I'm going to work on finishing my wrestling stuff and move on to music memorabilla hopefully. I need to store all this stuff together so that I can have it in a safe place so I can clean my room and the rest of the house. This will be my big summer project.

Wrong Turn comes out this Friday I think I'm going to wait until it's no longer a special engagement so I can use my free movie ticket. Even though student price out here is 6 bucks it's still a lot of money for a movie. I remember in high school when I went to the movies Fridays and Saturdays with my friend Heather. Back then ticket prices were like 3.25 or 3.75 for student. Those were some good times.

I know might this seem really sad, but I'm really starting to get into Garbage's last album Beautiful Garbage It's got some really good songs. I love "Shut Your Mouth". Shirely Manson kicks ass. I got some great pictures of her from the tour with No Doubt from the Long Beach dates. They aren't my best pictures, but they are pretty darn good from where I was sitting. Maybe if I can get them scanned I'll put them up on here or my other site I'm working on that focuses on my loves.

Just got back from seeing the Sneak Preview of Italian Job. It was a good movie. The begining was a bit slow. It took them forever to get to the major conflict in the film. All of the music in the film was good, except I was not too fond of the remake of the song "Money". There were a lot of great shots of Italy and some other places. Mark Wahlberg is realy good in this movie. By I'm kind of partil to him since I've seen everyone of his movies, but Planet of the Apes. I would recomend this movie to everyone. There is a lot of guns and a lot of car chase scenes, which was the exciting part for me, got me really hyped up.

Next movie I'm going to see is Wrong Turn, hopefull y there will be lots of action, excitement, and hopefully some death and destruction. (hahaha)

Well today I didn't do much. Just went to lunch and then came home, got severely bored so I took a long ass nap. Nothing is on like freaking TV. So then I took a drive around town. That was pretty fun. Washed my car and filled it up with gas, but I didn't think the car wash really got clean. Anyhow when I got back no one was in the family room so I figured I could watch one of the three DVDs I own, since the only DVD player we have is in the family room. So I decided to watch Superstar and currently I am watching Final Destination. I think the originally ending and deleted scenes were much better.

Well tomorrow I think I might go see the sneak preview of The Italian Job. I've seen pratically every Mark Wahlberg except, Planet of the Apes. Not big on people dressing like monkeys. So I might go see that. I'm also looking forward to Wrong Turn coming out. It looks like that will be an awesome scary movie. Right up there with Final Destination and some other great scary movies that are realalistic. Those are the movies that really scare the shit out of you. The ones that actually could possibly happen to you.

Well, I can't seem to change the location on the side. Oh well, no biggie.

Finally I heard back from Nicole today. YIPPEE!!! You guys don't even realize how happy I am about that. I miss like a lot of things back in Cali. Especially a few of the people I've gotten to know pretty well.

Hopefully soon I'll get my hair cut because my hair is starting to get fluffy. Then I look all weird and shit. Plus I haven't been wearing my contacts lately, just my glasses. Hopeuflly I can get them in tomorrow unlike the issues I was having today.

Hey who all thinks I really should go and get a tattoo? I'm contemplating it now. But I don't really have the money for it Leave me a comment if you have an opinion about it. I got some drawings on my wall of some tattoos I liked.

Well I'm back in Missouri now. Oh what fun, can you feel my excitement? Anyhow I'm back home and the house and my room are a mess. Maybe I should clean up. It's so hard to figure out where to start though. Think I'll go through clothes and see what needs to be thrown out and given to people who don't have many clothes if that at all. Then I'll go through things I can sell on ebay or something. I was also considering finally getting a job. But everyone knows how that turns out I fill out the application then nothing else happens, or I even turn in the application and they tell me to come back some other time when I can work like every freaking day of the week. I think however, I'm going to work on the cleaning my room first, then move on to the rest of the house, and then from there maybe a get a job.

Oh wait by then I'll be heading back to California to finish up those credits I need to finish. I just got to remember to send my resume in to Drive Thru Records for the internship at the end of July. Hopefully I'll get the internship. If that one doesn't work out I'm going to try Nitro Records. I'm pretty sure it will work out though, because that's just how I am. Some things you just have to have faith in.

Speaking of which, if I were to ever get a tattoo, which for those of you who really know me would never happen because of my threshold of pain, Faith would probably be a word that would be in my tattoo along with hope and love probably written on a cross because of my favorite verse in the bible I Corinthians 13:13, So Faith, Hope and Love, Abide these three, but the greatest of these is love. Don't know if that's exactly right, but it's pretty close I'm sure. It's the verse that is hanging in my room along with my moon and my no doubt autograph picture and my shawn michaels autographed picture that I took the picture of and had him sign. But those are the things I treasure most, No Doubt, Shawn Michaels and that verse in the bible. They are probably the only things that have even remotely kept me from not doing something stupid. Pretty soon I'll put the autographed Amber Benson picture up on that wall, cause she has for sure kept me from not doing something severely stupid. Those people and that verse are the things that keep me going.

I just wish I was happy with my life. I've also done what I believe to be the right thing. Never done drugs, never smoked, never overly drank alcohol, and have never had sex. I'm kind to everyone I meet the first time, then based on that I either don't talk to them anymore or I am friendly with them. It just seems like I do all this stuff to be a good person and all I get for it is nothing. I get treated like crap, made fun of, and mainly ignored. People don't ever ask me to do stuff, and I don't know why. I can be fun just within means. I always have to ask people to do stuff and anytime I do I usually get shot down. I guess I really must be a bore and very annoyig to be around or something. I mean I know that I have a temper and sometimes go off, but I usually don't do that in front of people I'm cool with or don't know well enough to lose my marbles in front of. Or maybe it's because I don't open up enough to people, but see the thing is sometimes you open up too much then the people don't want to have nothing to do with you anymore when you do open up. So it's like which is worse, you know? I don't know. I guess I just really haven't found my place in this world yet. Maybe I'l always be the one looking at everything and everyone and observing everything from the outside for the rest of my life.

Just informing you I won't have internet access till Tuesday. I will be moving out of the dorms today and walking at graduation tomorrow. Have a safe and fun weekend. I will post when I get back home.

Well looks like I got everything that I can get finished, finished now all I got to do is pack and study for two of my tests, and prepare what I'm going to say or my presentation. Hopefully it will all go well. Now got to figure what exactly all to pack and what to pack them with. Because some stuff I can't pack till my mom gets here so I can put it in the "coffin". Also can't put the cleaning supplies away till I clean the bathroom and the rest of the room.

Hmm, Well that didn't work out how I exactly plannd it to work. Ok I'll keep working on getting the archives working right. Such fustration.

Anyhow the computer lab wasn't opened. Someone called someone and said their best guest would be that it would open up at noon. I really hope so because I just realized I left my disk in their and the only other place my group paper is, is on the schools drive. So I need to really get in there. All I have to do is ad what I wrote up and then add some resources in and then send it to Nicole. I hope Nicole doesn't get pissed at me. I'm not that great at writing in general. I'm going to owe her big time. So I think I'll give her a little suprise on Thursday for being such a great person and for graduating.

Hopefully I'll get the paper done so I can go vaccum my car out then go pick up my little suprise for Nicole.

I tried working on the archives. so now I'm seeing if what I did fucked things up, or worked.

Well today was major laundry day. I used every amount of money left on my laundry card. So when my mom gets here and if I need to do laundry my mom will just have to get some change and we'll go to the laundromat. Other then that I've been trying to work on my Ad Case Studypaper. Pretty hard considering I don't know exactly what to put in it. Go figure me not knowing what exactly to do, isn't that typical of me?

Well this weekend will be a fun filled weekend of paper writing. Can't you feel the excitement? Yep finals are next week and got to get shit done. Anyone want to help me pack and clean? Anyways I need to get back to lovely homework.

Had an interesting group meeting today. Basicaly 3 out of the 5 people working in the group are putting information into the paper and are actually doing the work. Fun fun. The funny thing was when I was asked if I wanted anything I didn't really say anything and David, the person whose house we were at, goes and brings me a beer. Well we finally made what exactly we were going for and doing clear, and what we wanted to accomplish. Which was good for me, because I was a bit unclear. I wound up spilling some beer on the floor when I was going to grab something from my backpack. Which I didn't mean to do. I think everyone thought I was drunk. If was drunk I would have been doing a lot more laughing. Anyhow I think I'm on better track of what I'm presenting and how I'm going to go about writing my part of the paper.

Maybe this weekend I can get some more of the kahula mudslides from the grocery and drink by myself, which sucks being alone but I'm getting pretty use to it. Hopefully Audra passes on work and we can go see Amber's play, yes I might see it again. This will be like the 3rd time right? Audra hasn't seen this version of it yet so it should be cool and fun to go with someone who is cool and I have some stuff in common with. I'd really like to get to hang out with a lot of people before I go back home to Missouri. There is a lot of people I'd like to hang out with that I've never hung out with my whole time out here, this year and last year, that I'd think would be fun to hang out with. We'll see if anyone takes me up on that. Probably not since I'm kind of guess not such a big partier. That might have to do with the fact that no one ever invites me to anything. I don't know, I'm not going to get into a long story of how I'm always the one asking to do stuff, and then no one asks me to do stuff, or they constantly tell me no then go out with other people.

Song Of The Next Couple of Weeks : Oingo Boingo - Dead Man's Party

Man people at Chapman University are reading my blog like crazy. Why is that? Shouldn't you all be doing like work for the final week of school instead of checking out my blog? It's all cool though. But I'm real curious as to who it is from my school reading this.

Also hello to the person from Kansas State University checking out my blog. I almost wound up going there.

Not much to say, except the computer lab is packed and computers are running very slow now here at school. Takes forever for anything to load. Everyone is trying to do their final presentations, papers, and powerpoint in the computer lab. Things are winding down and after this week things should be getting better, as far as school goes.

Went to the Free Comic Book Day and got 9 free comic books and little Hulk figure. It was pretty cool.

I also saw X-2, It was pretty good. There are a lot of movies coming out this summer but only a few I'm looking forward to seeing. Those two being American Wedding and Freddy VS Jason. These two movies aren't going to be released till August though. But maybe a movie or two will pop up before then that I'll want to see. Most of my friends back home probably will be astonished with all this knowledge of the film industry that I've acquired this last semester. Probably ruin some movies for them. I remember I use to do a site where I'd give my weekly picks on movies, music, and TV shows. It was great and a lot of my friends liked it. I might do that again with MY DJ blog that is just collecting dust.

Oh yeah I also went and saw Albert Hall again this last Friday with Christel and her girlfriend Tiffany. It was fun. The audience was much larger and more interactive than in the past so out of this version of the play I think this was he best performance, except he forgot the masterbating line. Amber wasn't there, I kind of figured she wouldn't, but she wasn't there for the reason I thought she was going to be there for. Did that make any sense, Do you cromphend what I'm saying? Well anyways her mom had called and said she had a case of food posionig, but the Director of the play joked that she was drinking a little too much alcohol the night before. So which everyone you wish to believe go for it. There is only one more week for the play. I might go see it again because Christel kind of wants to see it again.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test