Well now I'm having side pains again. They had been away for some months, but now they are unfortunately back. I can't eat or drink most anything because I just don't feel like eating. My throat feels all clogged up with mucus 24 hours a day. I don't have the money to do anything about it. Someone told me I need to find a rich boyfriend or girlfriend. I was like that would be hard to do since I couldn't get either even if I tried. That stuff just doesn't happen to me and never will. I've already come to terms for the most part about being alone my whole life. Especially since that's the way I've spent most of my life anyways. I don't know how I'm going to bowl on Sunday with all this pain, hopefully it will all go away by then.