Man this week is sucking. I have a spanish test tomorrow and I'm so not ready for it. One of the classes I need for next semester is wait listed already so I'm on the wait list I think I'm going to talk to the teacher sometime next week, or if I see him tomorrow I'll stop him and tell him about my situtation.

Other then school, life is just like there. I'm starting to get like I was near the end of High School where I'm just there and I'm thinking why am I even going to school and what am I going to do with the rest of my life. What exactly am I going to do after I graduate. I haven't really a clue what I'm going to do. I don't think I could really take a break after I graduate college because I'm going to owe my mom and the government so much. Plus I don't know if I'm going to go back to Missouri or stay in California. It's so confusing. What to do, what to do. I hate being an adult. ugh.