i had a love he let me down,
i brushed that off and let him back in,
then once again he let me down,
i brushed that off and let him back in,
the relationship then ended,
then i found someone else,
he was against it,
he changed his perspective about me,
then he lied and said he was happy,
then he continually pressured me to change my mind,
so then i did because i had feelings for him,
he made me feel as if i was hurting and destroying the person i had grown to care about,
then i told the new interest in my life that it was over,
i said it was brought to my attention i'm ruining your life,
that it was brought to my attention you no longer have interest in me
then i found i hurt this person by saying that,
they then ignored me,
he then let me down because of this and i brushed it off,
then one day he lied and let me down majorly,
then i had to let him go,
no more will i give any second chances,
he has ruined my life with him,
he has ruined my life with another,
whom know i have heard has found another,
I no longer have anything to look forward to,
and no longer have any hope for anything anymore
No longer looking for relationships with anyone,
because all the relationships i have had or supposedly had just end up ruining me