Sunday, March 03, 2002

Well this weekend was an interesting one. I went with my friend Julia up to San Jose, because I was sick and tired of them supposed people saying "Oh I'm coming down there" and blah blah blah. I did what I said I was going to do and if the pictures work, there is my proof I was there.









Finding a motel/hotel was a bit hard, but we eventually found one. It cost me about 100 bucks for one freaking night but oh well. I didn't see this supposed house these people live in our anything except their freaking school. I really feel like a total idiot now, and the most gulible person in the world. Everyone thought that I was joking when I said I was going to come up there. What am I to people some big freaking joke? I don't think so at least when I say I'm going to do something or go and do something, I do it and you can't take my word for it and take it to the bank, unlike you people who say you are going to do something and you don't. At least I can look myself in the mirror and say hey my word is good and I keep to my word. You can put it all off on me all you want. You can say I was the idiot cause I didn't have an exact address, or it's not safe to do. San Jose is not as bad as most places I've been to. In fact San Jose, at least the part you all live in, is tame very tame.
But I did what I said I was going to do and now I have nothing left to prove to anyone or anything. It's all over now and that's all I have to say for now.

Now I'll leave everyone one with some final lyrics
"Flake" Jack Johnson

I know she said it's alright
But you can make it up next time
I know she knows it's not right
There ain't no use in lying
Maybe she thinks I know something
Maybe maybe she thinks its fine
Maybe she knows something I don't
I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying

It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down

I know she loves the sunrise
No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes
And I know that when she said she's gonna try
Well it might not work because of other ties and
I know she usually has some other ties
And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em
Maybe she'll help me to untie this but
Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie too

It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down
It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go

The harder that you try baby, the further you'll fall
Even with all the money in the whole wide world
Please please please don't pass me
Please please please don't pass me
Please please please don't pass me by

Everything you know about me now baby you gonna have to change
You gonna have to call it by a brand new name
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me down

Just like a tree down by the water baby I shall not move
Even after all the silly things you do
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me down

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