Whoops for some reason it didn't send this one. Anyway this is CJ and I at Claim Jumper, which by the way has really good food. 

Finally this is CJ and I at his on campus apartment. 

This is CJ and I after graduation. 

This is my friend CJ recieving his dipolma in May at Chapman University. 

Waiting and Waiting . . .

That seems to be about all I do now of days is wait. In fact pretty much I think most of my life has been about waiting. Waiting to do this or that.

You wait till you are old enough to get into school and then once you are in school you are just waiting for the last day of school and summer to come around.

Then you wait to get Junior High School or Middle School.

All your birthday parties you wait for in anticipation, but I never really had many cause my birthday is two days after Christmas.

Then you wait to get to high school so you can feel like you are more grown up and important yet still in a controled environment. Then you wait to graduate from High School for the thought of being free from all the control comes to your mind. Then it hits you what am I going to do now? Get a job or go to college.

So then you decide to go to college and you wait to hear back from the colleges. Now if you were like me you ended up in community college. Then you wait two years to get your associate of arts degree in hopes it will help you get into a real college.

You finally hear from the colleges and then you make a decision. Then you have to wait for all the BS they are going to torture with that you have to pay on top of your education. Then you wait a few years and you finally get your dipoloma.

But then what's next? I mean if you are already sucked dry of all your money, you can't very well go to grad school now can you? So wait to figure out what you are going to do.

You have to wait to hear back from places you applied to some don't respond at all and some are nice enough to send you a rejection letter, at least you know they did look at your application and resume.

When you go to the doctor's office you are always having to wait, sometimes for hours it seems, just to get in. Then when you do get in you wait some more, and then when you actually get to the room you have to wait. Finally the doctor comes in takes a look at you and he goes a way for a bit and you do some more waiting. Then they want to do some more tests and so you got to come back in again and again and again. Wait ages for test results, then wait again to go in to have your doctor explain those results and it's just a continuation of waiting upon waiting.

Now as I sit here and type I'm waiting for All My Children to come, yeah I know why wait for a dumb soap opera that really has been sucking lately, because I have nothing better to do with my time and I need something to do while I wait for the everyone else to make up their mind if they want to hire me or wait for my mom to decide if I can stop having to go help her out taking care of my grandma, or wait for everyone else.

No wonder why I don't want to be a waitress/waiter cause all I do is wait all the time. Yeah yeah I know you are suppose to take action and intitiative to get a job or to get things done, but if you are just going to end up going in circles and putting a bunch of effort in and just ending up waiting, why bother?

So now as I finish my rant about waiting that probably doesn't make sense to anybody buy me. I've scanned some pictures from when I went out to visit my friend CJ for his graduation in May. I'll put those up later today. Also I'm going to scann some pictures of when I shot of some fireworks on the fourth of July and when I went to see the Royals beat the Yankees.

I Can't Think of a Title

Yesterday I really busted out on the working out thing. I did 4 different workout DVDs. One which was only a 7 minute tape all the others were 30-40 minutes. I just had nothing better to do so I just decided to do that instead of being lazy looking at at dumb stuff online or sit in front the nintendo game cube and see if once again i can beat Triple H to become world champion on Day of Reckoning One in story mode.

Funny thing we just got Day of Reckoning the exacy day that Day of Reckoning 2 came out. Reason being since Day of Reckoning 1 is players choice game it was only 19.99 where Day of Reckoning 2 was 49.99 hmm I wonder which one I'm going to choose. I don't get why anyone would pay that much money for a video game. That just seems ridiculous, I don't care how much better graphics are, it's still the same games as before.

Also pretty soon their is going to be a Playstation 3, so should I hold out for that? Or just get the Playstation 2? I don't know those video game conoles are pretty pricey too, although nintendo game cube cost as much as the original nintendo did when I first got it which was 100 dollars. The thing is if they just keep making new and newer consoles by the time you finally get the freaking money to afford it they just end up coming with something new and better and then they stop making games for the console you finally managed to get. It's a conspiracy I tell you.

Anyhow today so far it's been raining off and on. I was freezing cold this morning so I turned the thermostat up. hopefully this rain and all we'll get the temperature to slowly move to fall like temperatures, because 80 degrees and above really doesn't feel like fall.

I'm contemplating on whether to work the Nascar Races in October. It happens to fall on the same weekend as my old high school's homecoming weekend and I really want to go to the football game that Friday. I'm going to have to make up my mind soon though cause we are half way through this September. there are so many things I ahve to take into consideration like the gas it will take to get there with the current gas prices it might only just pay for the drive to and from the raceway in Kansas.

Normalcy?

I think it's time to get back to normalcy don't you think? I didn't post for a while because I haven't had much to say. Then when I felt like posting something, I thought to myself why should I post about something stupid and mindless when the are other things going in the world that need more focus an attention than my little pathetic life. Because politicians are still going to be politicians at any level. Doesn't matter what happens they will lie or put blinders on, and do things that will try to shed them in a good light. Anyway you slice it we are all going to be screwed over by recent events one way or another.

But as I was saying we need to get back to some form of normalcy so here I go. I went an applied at Target, haven't heard back from them so, yeah I'm pretty much screwed huh? I also decided to try this envelope stuffing from home. Yeah I know you pay some money upfront but if it really works like it suppose to at least I'll be getting some money to take care of things like my lona and a few of my credit card bills.

I went over to my old high school to pick up a football schedule. See last year I wanted to go to the homecoming football game but for some odd reason it was in September instead of October like it use to be, at least when I went there. Anyhow it wasn't marked on the schedule so my mother called and found out when it is, and it's in October, October 6th to be exact. They now have their own football field and don't have to share with the other High School in the district so it should be a good time. I'm going to drag my sister with me. The school just seems so different cause a lot has changed over by the high school.