Random Thoughts

I was looking back at some of my posts from long ago and I remember doing my random thoughts. They were things I would write on the side and the corners of my notes when I was in college. See I was there physically when I went to class but mentally I wasn't really there I was in my own little. I still think I am that way except now do nothing and I don't go to class and I'm not taking notes so I don't write my random thoughts down. No one else can understand this little world of my own that's in my head.

Today I was thinking, maybe I should write this random stuff down again whenever it comes to mind. Because sometimes it is rather or amusing or really suprises people who know me.

Anyhow today as I was watching two of my favorites characters last episode, which actually isn't tomorrow but I have a satellite that's really huge, I was thinking whoa it's there last day, no more seeing them on my screen five days a week, although one of the characters was only on ever so often, but back to my original point here it's like unreal that's it all over. Because most people who watch the show probably have a pretty good idea that one of the characters, the one who wasn't on as often, most likely will never be heard from or talked about ever again, even though she is going to be mentioned according to spoilers sometime next week but it really doesn't have anything to do with character actually. On the other hand the other character you know will be brought back and you know will be discussed a lot while away. The thing is how are they ever going to recast this character? I'm not saying they can't but I mean after the episode that actually aired today where they had a terrific tribute, more so towards the actor than the character, it's like who could ever fill those shoes of the character besides that actor.

Sidenote, notice I use the word actor because that's the real word, actress just became the word people use for females because for some reason someone wanted distinguish females from males. Who cares it means the same damn thing, you act, what a concept.

Now back to my rant about the show I watch 5 days a week and is on the entire year with no repeats. I just really hope that they don't go and mess it up and recast this character, sometimes you just need to let a character be and sometimes people make the characters there own and once that happens that character is foreved identified in there minds as that actor. By the way I'm being vague and not specific so I don't ruin anything for those who haven't seen it and care about what I'm discussing, which probably isn't too many people reading this but just in case.

I had some jello earlier and I was half way through the end of it and I decided what the heck I'll just play around with it, cause no one is here to tell me not play with my food. It was fun. Jello is like sticking your hand into very cold guts. It was great.

Yesterday Justin Bruening called my cell phone, however at the time I so forgot I even gave my cell phone number out for the charity thing, because the last time they asked I just put my home phone number down, when it said private caller I was like I don't remember anyone that I gave this number out to having a private number. So I didn't answer it plus my mom kept coming in and out of the house doing something I don't remember what and was asking me questions. But he left a voice message and said he'd call back later, and he hasn't called back later yet. So who knows now. Cause the auction ended like late august or sometime in September and it's like the end of February now and that's like 6 months. Oh well at least he called and he left a message.

I've been doing my old Taebo tapes I had, I knew I had them somewhere but I didn't know where I put them but I found them. They are much easier to do and learn from than the Taebo 2004 DVDs I have. I'm going to start doing the tapes twice a day next week. That will give me about an hour of cardio workout 3 days a week. Then on the two days I'm only at home for half of it I'll do the tape once. So I'll have a total of 4 hours of cardio a week with just the tapes. Just maybe I can drag out that Nordic Track and Actually get it up and use it instead of having it just lay in the garage upside down. It's like the only fitness equipment we have and I thought it was dumb at the time we got it but now, not much so. But I'm serious about trying to get more healthy and doing exercise and eating more healthy.

2/15/2005

I really couldn't think of a good title for this post, so I just titled it the date. I don't reall yhave a reason to post a message right now, but I am anyway. So how was everyone's, as my this one friend likes to call it, Single Awareness Day? Hahahaha pretty funny. Valentine's Day is just a commercial holiday that makes greeting card companies, candy companies, and flowers shops billions of dollars. It's rather ridiculous if you think of it, although the thought of someone thinking of you is nice, but shouldn't that be what you do every day instead of just one day out of the year?

Anyhow yesterday was a really nice day out so when it came time for lunch I decided to go and walk to Subway. It was a long walk but hey when it's nice outside for a change it's not that bad. I had the oven roasted chicken breast sandwich with provolone cheese lettuce and pickles on wheat. I also got it toasted so it was really good. However, I feel you get more for your money at Quiznos because there sandwiches are wider than Subway subs.

Today I think after lunch my mom and I are going to Best Buy, because my mom has like 3 coupons she has gotten from their rewards program. I don't know what we are going to buy, but should be interesting.

Later today I think I'm going to go to the casino to get my 10 dollars and probably only play that 10 dollars and leave. Because I was planning on going there tomorrow to eat lunch and watch AMC while I eat. It's always interesting to watch AMC in Sports Bar kind of place. The waitress at the place where really short shorts and really small tshirts. Where as the guys where pants and baggy shirts. All of the waitresses call you "sweetie" regardless of your gender. It's kind of annoying. I guess they figure maybe you might be lesbian, or maybe they are lesbians, who knows. But it's always intersting none the less.

Completely Bored

I know what some of you who do read this blog every so often are thinking. When are you not bored Briann? Well that is a good question, cause often I am bored. I guess I just get bored easily.

Well as some of you may not know I'm going to really try and start eating better and exercising more. I don't know what happened but I was doing my Taebo DVDs and then for some reason I stopped. I guess lost motivation but I'm slowly starting to do them once again. Don't worry I'm not going to write in depth about my health, weight and all the rest of that junk on this blog. I'm putting all that stuff somewhere else. I might mention it time to time, but not really often.

Anyhow I've been doing a lot of reading lately, which also may come as suprise to those of you who know me well. It took me forever when I was younger to read. I couldn't really read till I was in the first grade. Even after that reading just wasn't something I was good at when it came to books. I never really could concentrate one what I was reading or remember what I had read, it just always seemed to just blur in my head. I guess now that I'm not being forced to do it or required to do it for either an assignment or to become familar so I could answer things during a lecture that I comprehend more of what I'm reading.

Right now I'm reading Green Mile, I never went and saw the movie cause I really didn't care much to do so. So far the book is ok, it's not anything too interesting to me.

I finished Michael Crichton's State of Fear on Saturday. It was a really good book and was about the ever so interesting topic of Global Warming. It pretty much summed up my ideas about a lot of these enviromental groups.

Before that I read Metro Girl and It Pays to Be Cheap. Metro Girl was pretty gosh darn cool. I really enjoyed reading it. It reminded me of some of the fan fics I read, which by the way no one seems to be updating lately. Hopefully that will changed.

The highlight of my week happened yesterday night. I was just about to switch screenames to check some my professional email account and I was clicking off the favorites and I looked and I saw a screename I hadn't seen in a long time. It was CJ. (For those of you who don't know who CJ is, he is a guy I met my first semester at Chapman Univeristy in this Poly Sci class I was taking. He also was the first person to actually invite me to hang out, but that's all I'll say about that for now) So I instant messaged him and we chatted for a bit. Informed about his phone changing numbers and that he got the gift I sent him for Christmas. Also that shortly I should be seeing something in the mail from him. wonder what it is? He also told me he'd try to be online more since this would be his last semester of college. Then he had to get offline so he could take his practice LSAT, which I'm sure he did well on because he always seems to ace things.

The weird thing about him getting online was my reaction to him being online. I was so acting like a little school girl, I was so excited to see him online and to be chatting with him. Because I hadn't heard from him since like October. It was really exciting and nice to talk to him. I love chatting with people back in California, there a lot of times I miss it there. Although I don't miss the cost of living and other expenses out there, but I do miss a lot of people and the weather and JAMBA JUICE. HAHAHA. See there is no Jamba Juice in Missouri, but we do have Cold Stone now.

Speaking of California why does everything think, that in order to have success, if they are an actor, they need to go there. Yes they do make a lot of movies there and make a lot of TV shows there. But honestly it's not all that is crack up to be. You have bizillion people there who all want to do the exact same thing and become rich and famous, and a lot of them are so fake. I've never met so many posers in one place. Every place you go you are bound to bump into an actor whether they are famous or not. It's so bad it's not just in the LA area but it's like all of Southern California has a bunch of people who want to be actors and there is just too many. It's impossible for all of these people to be actors because there aren't enough roles for the vast majority of southern californians to take. It's insane, but I guess that's not my problem, it's my observation.

I still haven't gotten my phone call from Justin Bruening from All My Children. This friend I made online that I chat with quite often from New York won an auction for a 10 minute phone call with him and money went to RAINN. She'd paid over 300 dollars for this phone call and gave it to me. She won the auction at either the end of August or sometime in September. It is now the second week in February and I still haven't gotten it. Bad thing is the character that Justin plays on AMC I don't care too much for now because I think the storyline is really lame and he shouldn't be involved in it. Plus I don't care too much for the girl whom is now his finace who happens to be his love interest on the show. I'm not naming her name cause isn't worth my breathe or energy of typing it. I just don't like that gal and it doesn't have anything to do with her character or that she is dating him. Just something about her rubs me wrong and it has since she first came on the show.

Anyhow I still haven't gotten the call and I'm rather pissed. Because other people on that show gave of their time for a phone call and they called the people. He also has done a couple other phone call auctions since my friend won this one and I think he's called those people. I'm begining to think he just doesn't want to call me in particular, and if that's the case I'm sorry that I don't care for his finace but not everyone in the world likes everybody else.

Guess not a lot of people like me either, or I would have heard from them by now or people would call or at least email me occasionally. But I guess I'll get over it.

I really wonder who all reads my blog. I know there are a few people who do read it whenver it's updated, but other than those 2 people I don't know who else really reads this. I would hope that more than just the two people are reading this. but I guess that's all I really have to say for right now.