Tuesday, December 28, 2004

My Birthday.

Well yesterday was my birthday and was rather uneventful since most of the day I was all alone. I tried calling my friends but none of them were home, and one of my friend's area code changed but also apparently his cell phone was out of it's service area too. So Oh well.

Late afternoon, night though my sister came down and we went to the Casino. At the begining I got up about 40 dollars, but then I kept going and I winding up at the end of the time at the casino going down about 20 dollars. I guess it could have been worse.

This year I got the Grease DVD from my sister, money from both of my grandmas, a birthday card from my friend Nicole from California, and then a birthday card from my friend I talk to online from New York. So I guess I did fairly well for my birthday considering it's right after Christmas.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Madness, Pure Madness

I swear I need to stop watching soaps, or the writers need to start writing logically. On All My Children this who baby storyline has made ever character stupid. The justifications from the characters of Babe and Jamie or just plain idiotic and self serving. I don't care what JR has done, he should know about his son and the fact he is alive. So what if he beat the shit out of Jamie, it was his way of dealing with all the lies Babe has told. Then with him going to, accidently I might add, push Bianca off the balcony he was just doing what he had to do to keep what he believed was true to himself. It's too bad he is going to to do that because Bianca was going to fill him in on the truth about his son. ARGH!!!

But now Bianca is going to be out of it and not be with her baby for another freaking week, enough is enough already. What more can they do to Bianca? JEEZ!!! We all know that they are never going to give her any sort of love life what so ever and it's very likely Eden will be leaving soon, because honestly what more can they do to her that hasn't been done? Not much unless they actually give her a love life, and I so doubt that's going to happen because of the homphobia mania that runs rapid across the nation. Because people don't mind seeing it on a comedy show where gay love is never really shown. The only gay love you can find is on the cable networks and ABC is not a cable network so there will never be love for Bianca unless the people over at ABC grow some Kahonas and be daring. I don't care if it is daytime, people need to get a life and get over it.

This is how I see it we live in a world where straight it right so straight love is shown on TV and plastered out there every chance. Now let's reverse that what if gay was right and all you saw on TV was gay love and you were the lone straight person you'd feel exactly how the gay people feel. So I say let's just show everything then everyone will be happy. You might not agree with because you think it's wrong but so what I'm sure maybe some of the gay people think straight is wrong, who knows. But this world isn't perfect and not everyone is going to like what they see or hear 24/7 and that's ok. But to ban it or keep it from going out is just going to make things tension filled. The world is a mixed up crazy place because we can't agree on beliefs and we never will. So let's just let everyone have their voice be heard and let things be.

Now I'll shut up because I don't want to go off into a whole other topic. Plus I think I got everything off my chest that I wanted to in regards to the freaking Soap.