Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Temp Job

Well I managed to get two temp jobs. One for the American Royal, and the other one for the Nascar Races. Hey it's money and it gives me something to do instead of sitting like a bump on a log.

Well American Royal job starts tomorrow I'm working 5pm to midnight thursday, friday and saturday. Hopefully the weather went get too bad. I'll be either helping park cars or taking/selling tickets. It pays 9 dollars an hour so hopefully all will go well. Then a bit of a break and then back worth the 18th till when the American Royal ends.

The Nascar Races job is just parking cars from 5:30 am till around 2pm. A Long day but I'll be making 8.50 hour for that. It's three days and hey maybe I'll get to see some Race Car Drivers. Oh well it will give me something to do.

Maybe after all this I can find a permanet job somewhere. I really need to find some sort of job because it's hard paying off loans. Because 114 dollars or so a month can really kill your bank account. If I can't find another job after these, I guess I could always go looking for more temp jobs. At least the company that I'm working for, for the nascar races they call you again the next time they need people to work events that they are in charge of the parking services. So I'll always have that. Hopefully though I will find something more permanent in the winter.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

No Love For Me,Not Ever!!!!

Well I'm given up on Love I'm done with it. I throw in the white towel. It's just depressing. Depressing searching, depressing being rejected, and depressing hoping that you will one day find it. It's just all around depressing. So it's just not worth it anymore. I want nothing to do with love anymore.

Oh I know there are people that say, " Oh you'll eventually find love, it just will take time, but it will happen one day." That's a bunch of bull people who say that are people who have love in their life. Plus a majority of those people are "pretty people", people whose looks do not bother anyone. They of course always say looks don't matter it's personality, but that's bullshit too because most pretty people are with other pretty people, don't think of a minute any of them would have anything to do with anyone who wasn't any their pretty people level especially when it comes to having them as a love interest in their life.

People try to be PC, especially guys, they say it doesn't matter what a gal looks like but that's bullshit and everyone knows it. Most guys who are saying that are just getting those pretty looking good to like them more cause that makes those girls think that are such great guys and are sweet because they say that.

It's all a bunch of bullshit may slowly drown in the ocean with everything else that goes into the ocean.