Today was a tiring day I still hurt from the No Doubt, The Offspring, Weezer concert. I didn't feel like going to my first class today because I was in so much pain and so tired. Plus last class period we watched some video where this girl got raped and we were going to watch the rest of the video again, so I really didn't feel like going back to that class today. I took a very interesting test in Marketing class, I don't know how I did but I think I did pretty good. Well I'm still debating what I'm going to do this weekend. I either one go up to San Jose with the likiness of not finding the people I'm looking for, and if I do they'd be working or to busy to do anything. Or I stay here and do nothing but read the whole weekend. TOUGH DECISION. Plus I think my friend is backing out on me so it looks like the later of the two will happen. I've been contemplating many things lately and man life is tough. I wish people didn't have so many freaking problems. Too much stress to put off onto me. Tomorrow I'm going to do some laundry and hopefully not mess up the machines again. Just realized I haven't really bought any new CDs lately except for the Hey Baby single import. I miss buying CDs every Tuesday. Oh well, not any really good ones that have come out lately.
My dorm room is a mess there are newspapers all over the floor. Maybe I should pick them up and put them in the recycling bin, but I'm too much in pain to do so.
One month a way till I see No Doubt live again. Hopefully the pit at Universal ampitheatre won't be as bad. Well I can't think of anything else to say right now. Or even anything that is all amusing. Later ALL.

JUST SAY NO
to drugs that is.

Hip hip
Getting pushed left and right
everything was out of my site
got pushed all the way to the side
where i could breath somewhere
At crazy ass concert
not having too much fun
and it makes me feel like shit
I wish I could kick someone ass

Hip hip
Getting back in the pit
wasn't really worth a shit I got pushed and shoved side to side
I almost thought I died
So I decided to mosh around
and pounce and pound
but it made me sweaty and hurt like shit

hip hip

Then my favorite band comes on
and everyone is pushing everyone
and i'm almost 3 away from the front
I almost got sunk
underneath the mosh pit
is where I almost ended up
because of assholes
and the rest of them peices of shit
I left the mosh pit to get some rest from it

I will never do that again
In a pit as big as that
with bunch of assholes and shit
cause it almost killed my shit

hip hip

I might think of a better one spontaneously or later tomorrow.

Well today has been an interesting day. I finally got all my no doubt tickets sold YEAH BABY!!!! Happy happy joy joy. MY friend Julia's RA bought the last pair I had left and is missing a test to go. How cool is that? She says No Doubt is her favorite band. Well tonight I'm going to the concert and I'm so stoked as you californians put it. hahaha. I hope they will let you take cameras in. Since I'm in the pit I might actually be able to get some good ones if they do allow cameras in. I'm going to the concert tonight with my friend CJ. He's pretty cool. He's the one who took me to the U2 concert with No Doubt in November 2001. This will be my 4th time to see No Doubt live. Maybe if we are clever and CJ doesn't mind we can get over to where they come out after the show and get some autographs and etc, or maybe we can do that even before the concert. This is going to be one bad ass concert, because it's Weezer, The Offspring, and then No Doubt. You can't find to many concert jammed with that many awesome bands. Note to self don't take cell phone in, it might get lost, stolen, etc. No more calling people during the concerts, darn. Also note to self, I need to go get some cash from the ATM before I go, so I can't get some cool ass shit at the concert. Ok I can't think of anything else to put up on here. I had some train of thoughts today but they sucked and i didn't feel like putting them up.

Till next time

"Do Well AND Doubt Not"

I'm Jareth! I'm calculating and determined, and I may well burst into song for no reason. I want to get the girl, rule the kingdom, and wear tight pants. Ahhh, who doesn't?

Take the "Which Labyrinth character are you most like?" quiz by smarmy

Ok for today I thought I'd write the train of thought I had in Mass Communications class.

No one is excepting
Everyone will go away
No more "Hey there" or "What's up"
Just looks and stares
Like they are saying "What are you all about", "What is wrong with you"
"Don't you know what you are doing is not cool"
It's wrong
It's immoral
It's so not you
What went wrong with you?
What did you do to step to the other side and change your tune?
We'd always suspected
We always thought about it
But never though that is what you were all about
What happened?
What did we do wrong?
For you to stray away
and go for so long
Was it us letting you wear the guys clothes
and having short hair
Or letting you do whatever without little care
Was it the fact let you get your opinions your own way?
The hurt from these words
and these thoughts pain me inside
That's why I will always run and hide
and keep my feeling and thoughts away from those whom care
Because the repercussions would be to harsh to bare
and no one would no longer care
Out of the lives if all my friends and family
no longer with my old identity.

Well, This certainly has been on interesting week. Man you learn something new everyday about people, persons, or things.
I went to Knotts Berry Farms this past weekend, didn't take too many pictures since we didn't have a third person with us. However I did take a few and bought the picture of me and my friend Julia, San Diego, on the Ghostrider, which is one fucking cool rollercoaster. I had so much fun on it I was laughing my ass off. You can even ask my friend whom was screaming the whole time and she will tell you I was uncontrolably laughing. When I'm having fun I LOVE to laugh, and man I certainly had some fun on that ride. I'd have to say it was way better then the Timber Wolf back home. However, the Timber Wolf has much bigger hills. There weren't man still rollercoasters at Knotts which is a bit of a disapointment. The other rollercoaster I really enjoyed was Montezooma's Revenge, even though i was scared shitless before I got on it. Some other rides I enjoyed was the Grand Slammer. My friend Julia was like freaking scared of it. I don't know why, because it only just goes up and around it's not like it goes upside down. She wouldn't even go on the Ferris Wheel and the one they have at Knott's is much smaller then the one at World's of Fun back home. We also went on the Hammerhead and man that was like the craziest thing I've ever done it's crazier then the Omegatron back home. This has no caging over you and you go upside down and all around up high. I have marks from the harness that's how crazy it was. I was disapointed that a few rides were not open like the Boomerang and Perilous Plunge. Don't know why they were closed.I also got totally drenched on Bigfoot,whereas my friend didn't. Man was really freezing cold for the rest of the nigh that was left. The Jaguar was the big disapointment of the day. It was closed for most of the day and when it did open and we rode it, it sucked ass. The old Zam Bee Z Zinger back home was more fun then that. We however did not ride the Supreme Scream reason being I can't stand standstill heights and that's just too much of a standstill height for me. If someone could tell me what Headspin i and where it is located I'd like to know cause I never saw it. Also there were a lot of rides where u squish people and guess who was the one who got squished. YEP YEP It was me, because me being the fat overweight person that I am I had to always sit on the outside. I got Julia back once on a ride where the didn't say anything about that though. HAHAHA. She was begging for mercy and I was doing goig with the motions of letting me squish her since earlier her elbow was like poking me painfully to death. I swear it felt like a big huge metal pole was being poke into my side. So That was a great day and early night.
When I got back to school I found out somethings I was suprised to find out which kind of brought the mood back down for me. The one reason why I wanted to go to Knotts this weekend was to cheer my spirits up and it did so but only momentarily, go figure. Just when I was going to ask something very important things just went bad. Oh well that's my life for you. Another thing that was and is still brining me down is that I can't seem to get rid of these tickets to the No Doubt, Weezer, Offpsring concert which is this Tuesday. It seems no one wants to pay face value for them. Oh well I shall try my best to get rid of them.

Until tomorrow I leave you with this line from a Ben Folds Five song called "Smoke"
Now its smoke
The things were written in it
never really happened
all of the people come and gone
never really lived
all the people have come and gone

What Pattern Are You?

You're all happy-bubbly, highly optimistic, and disgustingly sweet. Airhead? Maybe, considering you contain about 80% air.

Today was boring day. I got up at like 5:30 thanks to a certain someone IMing me. Also this certain person sort of bummed me out too. Oh well, on with the rest of the day. Today in my Intercultural Communications class we had to get some ideas for what movie we are going, so I just said I'd think I might do Disturbing Behavior. Hopefully it will go ok, and I'll do good on the paper. Then my other classes I almost slept through. I had lovely chicken strips with ranch dressing today for lunch. Then took a long ass nap. I didn't wake up till Saved By the Bell came on at 4. Man I'm good at waking up at the right time huh? Tonight I'm taking the test for radio. I hope I kick ass on it so I can get the time slot I want for my show. If you have any request of songs I should play let me know. I might not have the CDs of the bands you people like though. I shall try my best though. I'm really getting into the new Lit CD, I know it's not that new anymore but it's still fairly new. A lot of great songs are on that CD. And No, I'm not really getting into the CD because of who bought it for me, It's just that it has a lot of great songs on there. I also made a lovely little card for someone, alright it's not a card but it means well, but I'm sure the person will enjoy it. Hopefully the person whose coming to go pick things up this weekend will actually come, because if he doesn't then I'll be mad and one person might be upset they don't get my lovely gifts, letters, and cards. Well that's all I have or right now

Today was another day of ups and downs. I was happy, I was sad. I love hearing these lovely mp3s shawn keeps sending me. Wish he'd send me some pictures too. I have no new new pictures up today, because I was to lazy to upload the new pictures. Maybe one day I'll get my old site up and working and kicking ass. I'm so idiotic with websites. Hot chocolate is good especially with whipped cream. Random thoughts. Speaking of random thoughts. I think tomorrow I'll put up some of my train of thoughts I have during classes. They are really intersting. Some people even think they are really good. Personally I think they are retarded, but oh well if you are that bored then ok. Almost a week a way from No Doubt, The Offspring, and Weezer. I hope someone soon buys my extra tickets for that concert. Well that's all I have to say for today.

Today was an interesting day. First it started off by asking someone out, just out of curiousity because I don't think I could ever date this person because it'd be unfair to them. Then later in the day I went to do laundry I think I overloaded the washer it stopped working. So it was loaded with water and there is a huge puddle of water by th machines. Then I went to dry them and they didn't dry. I think I broke the machines. I sure hope I didn't though. :( I took some pictures of my dorm room the other day on the suckiest day of the year valentine's day. Here are some of them.









I hope you can see all those lovely pics and I'm going upload some more in a few.